this is huisan's world..

2012-01-08T23:30:00.004+08:00

so love KOI!

love green tea machiacto!!!

yummy!!

2012-01-02T13:06:00.006+08:00

december had been such an overwhelming month! its the time of the year that most
people are taking clearing their leaves, taking their time to choose christmas presents,
decorate the trees and i am like working like a cow everyday. fortunately, i have a
bunch of good colleagues! this year's christmas and new year feels very different.
Because, its the first year that Alan Teo did not work at Cabana. my christmas eve and
actual day were mostly for me to rest. and at New Year's Eve, i went shopping, dinner
and countdown at clark quay with my rubbish friends. there were like 3 ppl stoning
while we were cheering away but it was ok. Shuann and I know how to entertain
ourselves! Haha!~

i expect that 2012 will be another busy year for me.

the must do list for 2012:

1. must take goooood care of myself - from top to toe ya! improve my complexion, my
hair, my figure etc.....

2. must go overseas with my girlfriends.

3. must master/improve much much more in my drawing/ sketching/ painting skill

4. must put in more effort in our relationship

2011-10-20T20:48:00.002+08:00

i heard this from a women on a show. she wrote this on her blog:

when you cry in front of a man, there can be 2 reactions from them.

1st: they will console you. but you will find them insincere and they actually do not understand so why bother to console?

2nd: they will ignore you. when they do that, you will totally understand that they are not the ones who loves you.

if you cry in front of them 10 times,they might console you, but after umpteen times, they will ask 'why are you crying AGAIN~'.

to conclude, do not shed your tears in front of a man. it does you no good.

2011-06-19T21:23:00.004+08:00

its kinda irritating.

when we jolly well know that she is not good enough, and he still keeps believing in her.

it is obvious that she liked someone else, so i hope he can wake up, and give up.

you are still so young, you can definitely meet another one who knows how to appreciate you.

its her lost. i cant be bothered about how she feels since she doesn't think of how you feel.

i hate it when i feel that she has broken up with you, yet doesn't wana let you go.

come on, you will understand what i mean in future.

and girl, stop acting as the victim when you are the one who decide to break up. it is extremely irritating.

period.

2011-05-20T16:57:00.001+08:00

Now think about it, when was the last time I went for enrichment or upgrading classes?
After I left poly, it seems like I’ve stayed stagnant. And I left school 4 years ago!
I’m so rusty now! That isn’t very good huh!

The big BUT:
I’ve decided to go back into brushing up my drawing skills. :)
The first step I’m gonna take is to go to the painting class that Hazel is attending right now.
I’ll be joining the beginner’s class. I guess it’s a separate class from hazel then?
She must be intermediate or higher now…look at her work!!!
Its 6 classes for $300 and each lesson last 3 hrs.
After I get the hang of this, I would like to go for fashion figure drawing, then sewing classes.

Sometimes I feel like a young adult, who doesn’t really want to grow up; who doesn’t really know what she wants.
In fact, deep down in my heart, I know what I enjoy doing; I know what makes me happy and when I do it, it is not homework, it is not extra assessments, it is not endless work.
IT IS interest, it is passion and it is LOVE.

2011-04-20T17:27:00.003+08:00

ok, its really happening. I'M ENGAGED!

at first a couple of ppl asked me if i was engaged and i replied them no lar!
because i thought that there's a ceremony for engagement! afterwards, i got to know that engagement ceremonies are only practice by muslim. so for us, proposal ALREADY MEANS engagement.

Alan Teo shocked me with a proposal on my birthday. it wasnt very much like how i imagined or seen it on dramas though. actually it is totally different from what i imagined and saw on shows.
he sang 'this i promise you' (OMG)... then present the dozen of red roses, kneel down and then i saw the ring.

i make alot of noise saying that he didnt like you know, say things to tell me he loves me and will take care of me for the rest of my life bla bla bla..... but after some thoughts, that is so not him right. so i've decided to be contented with what i have. hahaha....

what i like most is the ring because i love bling bling. from the side, i can see the whole diamond shape. and this is a real diamond! its 0.4 carat.
I LIKE. grins**

this is quite random but can you believe it? i'm already 24! it felt like i was 19 yesterday.... this speed of me turning old is really freaking me out. tomorrow i'll be 30! ARGH!!!! luckily i'm wanted. lol... oh come on, i am actually very loveable, of cos im wanted :)

i'm waiting for my dad to pick me up from work now. and he's here! to be continued~

2011-03-08T18:13:00.006+08:00

i think, no actually i am sure, i love a baby girl more. even though i love baby boy too.

i found lots of love and comfort from her.

sometimes, when my day went really bad, i could reach home to find her asking me to play with her. her little actions are so cute i cant reject her sometimes.....

she cant talk well yet. just simple words like: 'Jie Jie, please, sorly, help, chips chips, want (in chinese) can make me laugh out really loud...

love her to the bits. sometimes i wished she was mine.

LOVE JANICE :)

2011-02-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

something to make me feel better:

It got crowded in heaven so, for one day and one day only, it was decided to only accept people who had really bad day on the day they died.
St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates and said to the first man, "Tell me about the day you died." The man said, "Oh, it was awful. I was sure my wife was having an affair, so I came home early to catch her with him. I searched all over the apartment but couldn't find him anywhere. So I went out onto the balcony, we live on the 25th floor, and found this man hanging over the edge by his fingertips. I went inside, got a hammer, and started hitting his hands. He fell, but landed in some bushes. So, I got the refrigerator and pushed it over the balcony and it crushed him. The strain of the act gave me a heart attack, of which I died from."
St. Peter couldn't deny that this was a pretty bad day, and since it was a crime of passion, he let the man in. He then asked the next man in line about the day he died. "Well, sir, it was awful," said the second man. "I was doing aerobics on the balcony of my 26th floor apartment when I twisted my ankle and slipped over the edge. I managed to grab the balcony of the apartment below, but some maniac came out and started pounding on my fingers with a hammer. Luckily I landed in some bushes. But, then the guy dropped a refrigerator on me!"
St. Peter chuckled, let him into heaven and decided he could really start to enjoy this job. "Tell me about the day you died?” he said to the third man in line. "OK, picture this; I'm naked, hiding inside a refrigerator...."

2011-02-15T15:06:00.002+08:00

the hardest is when you make a decision, and there's no way to reverse it once decided.
nobody can tell me whats right whats wrong.
its all up to me.

2011-02-09T09:30:00.000+08:00

i'm having really bad mornings recently.
pardon me if i frown or talk lesser ya?

2010-10-13T18:40:00.008+08:00

郭靜-嫁妝

Jacq introduced me this song, and said that once she heard it, she thought of us :)

2010-10-13T18:30:00.002+08:00

'
(Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.This is to all the parents out there...)

i saw this whole thing in facebook. isnt it really meaningful?
i love my mum and dad :)

2010-10-08T16:45:00.002+08:00

I was so excited – this was on my ‘TO DO’ list since I know that there is such technology nowadays.

Found a good deal, I deem it a good deal for underarm ipl.
Caught a promotion and its just at millennia walk parco!!!
$188 nett for unlimited IPL sessions for the underarm area.
Unlimited means?? LIFETIME.
Isn’t it worth it??? Let’s calculate, if you need to go for the treatment every 2 months, for 3 years, each treatment will cost:
$10.44 each. Isn’t it such a good deal??? And I am sure I wont do it for only 3 years~
**Reduce hair growth, make hair finer, lighting skin colour…This is what IPL treatment is suppose to do.
Lets see how it goes.

I went for the first treatment today. Change into their clothes so the gel doesn’t stain mine.
The girl covered my eyes and put on glasses for me as well. (the following description solely depends on sense of hearing and touch as I couldnt see a thing)
Then, she shaved my underarm, cleanse it (remove the deodorant).
Next, she applied a layer of cold gel, and used a machine to… how do I call that… (is it something like laser? ) there was like beams of light used to kill hair cells.
Den, clean away the gel, and place cold pad on the underarm and remove, wipe it. Lastly apply lotion and it was done!
Not much pain, only felt it slightly when the machine was used. Felt like rubber snapped.

For the next 14 days, the hair will fall off gradually. I want to raise my hands and be confident about it!! :)

2010-09-15T13:24:00.001+08:00

I’ve been kind of gloomy lately.
Not the first time I’ve said it but I really feel kinda sad to know that my managers are leaving the company.
Felt like they were my pillar of righteous, justice and knowledge… lol~ and some things are not going to be the same anymore.
I am fortunate to have had them as my managers. They really taught me a lot.
I believe they will do very well in their business. Jiayou!~

2010-09-09T18:21:00.013+08:00

i was so excited when i saw that they brought the traditional taiwan snacks over to singapore for the mid autumn festival!

all the delicious food keep running up and down my mind. and i am drowling just thinking of it!

-OYSTER OMLETTE-

-OYSTER MEE SUA-

-WILD BOAR SAUSAGE-

-TASTY SHAVE ICE-

-FRIED CHICKEN CUTLET-

-FERMENTED BEANCURD-

-WHITE BITTERGOURD JUICE WITH HONEY-

-PORK BALL SOUP-

~!!none you should miss!!~

this Night market will start on 8th September and ends on 22nd September at clarke quay.

I STARED AT ALAN AND SAID: 'I MUST GO' :)

2010-09-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

i just saw the advertisment of Zhang Liang Ying.
Jacq already showed me this song before but i just couldnt log the singer and title into my brains. BUT i got it now :)

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張靚穎-如果這就是愛情
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKTc_hrJ1dM&feature=related

2010-09-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

i called his mobile, i hinted him, and i posted on his wall.
he said he will ask my brother to get it for me. but not sure why, my brother didnt.
so he promised he will give it to me when we meet.
after a whole day of movie and mahjong, he sent me home. i was going to knock off any moment, just feel very drowsy when travelling... he said he wanted to go to the petrol station to shit, so we stopped by.and he walked out of the kiosk, with a plastic bag carrying

Bens & Jerry Ice Cream as promised :)

2010-08-12T14:11:00.003+08:00

harry potter

i recently realise i have not read one of the above! deathly hallows?
i must buy it. i must buy it!
and i wana buy all the collections. think i already own the half blood prince and phoenix but my phoenix cant be found. i suppose i loan it to someone and that person didnt return it back to me!

i love harry potter and i wana embrace myself in that fiction again......

2010-07-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, It was alan’s once a week off day.
Because its so precious, we always like to go out for movies, have a good dinner etc.
We hardly choose to laze around at home. BUT we did yesterday.

Planned to have dinner at my house then watch the sorcerer's apprentice.
But Mr Teo said he had to go for cabana meeting at 11pm. SO don’t watch movie le lor.
Reached home and baby was awake in her cradle. So, we started playing with her. We even brought her down to NTUC together cos I needed to buy some daily necessities.
I guess she really enjoyed it, and she loves to climb the stairs. So we climbed the stairs when we went back home.
Alan held her hands, and I carried 2 big bottles of juices, 2 big bottles of Listerine, 1 pi pa gao etc.
(damn heavy sia but alan hardly get to see her so I let him hold Janice lor)
She is so cute and sweet I sometimes wish she’s my own. LOL.
I seriously think I love a baby girl more than a baby boy. Oops, that’s so bias right.
Janice will come to my bedside and wana kiss me, and when I woke up, she’ll sit up and look at me if she’s on the mattress.
And my mum will ask if she wants to hug me. She will then come forward and open her tiny arms for me to hug. Isn’t she soooo sweet J
Den we had curry chicken, tou fu and vege for dinner. After dinner, went down to NTUC again to buy ice cream. Because alan teo craved for it.
We were like small kids, playing with each other, trying to break free if one hold the other from behind (the action: like a hug from the back)

He next routine stuff we did was: play big 2 with my parents. I really seriously think, I can play mahjong better.
LOL.

Loves loves loves I love all who loves me :)

2010-07-23T17:59:00.004+08:00

i googled for Karate Kid and found many other pictures of another 'not really kid' guy's face.

i guess this Jackie Chan's version of -karate kid- is a REMAKE.

this movie's pretty entertaining. i like the fact that the kid stood up for himself.

and his moves are pretty good, as compared to -chocolate-. a thai movie from the makers of
ong ba. her moves are slower so not that exciting for the audience.

2010-07-19T13:24:00.005+08:00

The more I think of it, the angrier I got.
Why did I stupidly just let someone accuse me?
First of all, I dunno why you got so worked up. If anyone should be frustrated and angry about this whole matter, it is definitely NOT YOU.
I have seen and I know that JY’s really upset about this whole thing, and the only person I felt guilty towards is her because she is in a difficult position.
Please get your facts right before flaring up. If you wana talk about and take matters SO SERIOUSLY, don’t laugh at my replies, don’t ask me questions casually.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO’S ASSUMING EVERYTHING. you dont know me at all, so dont assume.

Actually I dun really bear any grudges against her anymore. Maybe I’m a bit fickle minded, and I didn’t tell anyone about this.
I won’t and didn’t take initiative to reconcile because that’s my character.

And what does it mean by shake hands sincerely? Come on lar. This is not the way to make 2 ppl, who hasn’t been talking for years, reconcile.
If I eagerly, enthusiastically, wants to patch up with her, there is definitely something very wrong and fake about me.

Damn this is so childish~ fuck~

2010-07-12T11:17:00.000+08:00

How do people know whether he or she is the one to spend the rest of their lives together?
If a couple love each other a lot, does it mean they will definitely be happily married?
And if this couple has not much love to talk about, yet they understand, and compromise, and is the best partner you can ever have, will you not be happily married?
~Question Marks~

2010-07-02T14:54:00.003+08:00

sometimes i will actually blog 'mentally'...

when i find it not necesssary to let anyone know about whats been a small, but a bothering matter, i actually think of writing it in my blog, but i was only THINKING. i was typing the entry in my mind.

just a little drived up the wall with some tiny wincy matters. a little frustrated.

it will blow over.

hope that i will have a good weekend.

please, can more of my friends be free, and become a mahjong addict????

2010-06-18T19:38:00.003+08:00

i had a dream again last night!
why cant my brain just rest as it is suppose to?

previous night- had a nightmare of alan in trouble.

last night is as ridiculous:

dreamt of his cousin ah keong. dunno what happen i had to climb out by my window from the 5th floor and climb down to escape away from being killed. den another guy had to do the same thing but he's worst off. he stayed like 11/12 th floor. and i was so scared in my dreams. dunno why ah teng came into the picture. den everyone was scared of ah keong... and i was really worried for this friend that stayed on the 11th floor because if he is not careful, he will fall and die. and i think ah keong wana kill us for reasons i dunno.
BUT before he climbed out of the window, alan came. my heart was at ease when he came cos ah keong listens to him. he will have a way to persuade ah keong and he will definitely not leave me in the lurch! he wont let me die right?
den i woke up already. !!!!!!!!

WAD KIND OF STUPID DREAM IS THIS??????????

2010-06-11T21:41:00.004+08:00

cassina revers chair

simply love this chair. designed by Andrea Branzi

loves the curve of the arm. i want one.... hehe

2010-06-10T18:44:00.002+08:00

toss and turn from 5am... i felt something's not right. the air con was on, but i felt like i was burning.... and my throat hurts, even when i swallow my saliva.
so, i had a fever. couldnt remember when was the last time i had a fever. and few days ago, i was still boosting to my friends that i am a responsible staff, and didnt take mc now... stupid mouth lar. doctor gave me 2 days mc. so had a good rest... fever gone down, but throat still hurts.
and i cant access my work mail through home com! thats the pek chey part. not sure if things are settled.........

2010-06-08T21:26:00.006+08:00

my precious weekend

sunday was a busy and eventful day. how i always treasure my rest day.
woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon, had chicken rice, bath and went to office (MILENNIA WALK) to pick up the 1. bourgie lamp and 2. optic.

1. bourgie gold table lamp - bought it at staff sales at cheap price. even though the piece is not perfect, it looks good from far still.

2. red optic with door - square container that cost more than $400.. won it at the staff party in february. (actually mine was without door but it was used stock, so my manager let me exchange with hers and so i got 1 with door) so happy thanks annette! ;)

then, we went to shuqin's house (SIMEI), cos we hasn't seen davis for a few months le.. i wana see how is he now.. davis is healthy and cheerful. he looks very cute when he wore the cap. and he is not ok to let me and alan carry, and he smiled a lot. very playful hehe..

next, went to ah keong's house(PASIR RIS), alan bought that bourgie for ah keong. loves Joli. alan loves Joel. so he kept feeding Joel, i kept feeding Joli. haha.... and Joli remember me! happy~

went back home(KALLANG) to pick my brothers up, cos we're going to sembawang for dinner. mummy treating Rico's nai nai in return of nai nai bringing and sponsoring my parents to Genting.

and guess where was dinner? SEMBAWANG! i think, not think, alan's petrol must have costed him a bomb. not that i am praising him, but i really think he is very nice to his friends. he always send all the boys and girls home. and always fetch me when he can. but, i don't like some ppl talking this for granted. and i wana thank my friends, and bf for always sending me home.
THANK YOU SO MUCH! :)
back to the dinner, rico came as well. he's tall now... grown up le.. not the small baby, but i still have the habit of calling him baby... we love to go to sambawang because of its 'nai you crab'. its finger licking good! :)

went back home and played 'dai di'.. alan and i always lose de. so when my mummy and daddy say go back play dai di, i laughed. and alan smiled. he didnt mind playing lar actually. we are just paying for lessons! we combined that day and we won! hahaa....

LOVES my life now :) i feel loved.

2010-05-24T20:32:00.005+08:00

finally watched iron man! NICE! fantastic show!

the main lead is handsome and cool. he's so rich, he doesnt bother when he fought with his friend and destroy his house.. and the iron man suit is so cool! loves it. even though i felt that there's more action in the first episode, i felt that i really like iron man 2 too.

recently, there seems to be quite a number of good shows ya? my friends watched losers and said its freaking funny. i'm quite keen on robinhood.

i hadta work both days this weekend. went out with thomas and weilong after work on saturday. had a drink (non alcoholic) and pizza at vie bar. dun feel as welcomed as when Diaz is around though.. den went cheesecake cafe, which was a 2 minutes walk away. i ordered oreo cheesecake but sadly, it just didnt taste as good as how i remembered it... den derek came! and the first thing he did was to scare me!!! and den i gave him 2 pinches on his nipples. he must have missed it thats why he scared me. lol. (grins*) we went boat quay next. weirdest of all: there's only like 5 tables singing. the rest of the ppl just listen to the original. weird!!! normally every table will treasure their 2 songs becuase they have to wait for more than 1 hr for the next.

felt that thomas and weilong like a bit sian. probably because of the jobs. they not working in companies that they want yet so perhaps this is a stage they will go true. Derek is like the laughing gas. i am always laughing uncontrollably when he's around! and i like it!. later on, dear dear came to join, cos he wants to fetch me home. i'm really happy that my bf and my friends can sit together and drink/ play games/ chat.

really very thankful for this :)thank you!!! :)

love my weekend.

love my family.

love my friends.

love alan.

2010-05-14T09:08:00.003+08:00

Hong Gil Dong, The Hero

Been sleeping later than usual because i'm chasing after this show. i love the actors and actresses in the show (main lead acted in windstruck, and the girl is so sweet). the kind of good shows that makes you laugh and cry with them. :)

2010-05-10T09:15:00.001+08:00

I REALLy think that some girls are crazy. Heard from my friend that his friend’s friend actually snap pictures of her pad (with her period) and post it on her blog..

*VOMIT*

2010-05-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

Day 1
San: dear, did I leave any clothes at your house or you can lend me like basketball shirts and shorts cause I have no more to go gym!
Alan: bring to your office?
San: no lar, just pass to any of my brothers’ who are working, den they can bring home for me. I’ll go gym tml not today.
Alan: okok.

Day 2
I saw the bag with a few pieces of clothes.

Day 3
He went suntec gym in the morning, den fetch me at lunch time, to grab a bite, and pray at temple (we had to go after we come back from Taiwan).
I surprise him with the Royce chocolate I bought, and he said he bought me something too!
I was so surprised he bought me something! (even though he always buy me a lot of things :))
Dadang! He bought me an adidas shirt for work outs! While waiting for my lunch time, he walked around, and he bought it at that time.
So happy! So like the shirt because it fits me perfectly, and I can wear for the JP morgan run, which I did, yesterday.

A late post, but I have to post, because I really feel so happy! :)

2010-05-03T09:04:00.002+08:00

Ip man 2

its so so so so good! 10 thumbs up if i have 10! :)
Ip man 1 was like so great, everyone was waiting for 2 to get started.
i watched the movie with 9 other girls and boys, at 240 am, sat midnight movie.
and i was wide awake watching, and so into the show, even though i work up at 9 plus in the morning for work.

loves this show! MUST WATCH!

:)

2010-04-29T13:47:00.004+08:00

we got royce chocolate from supplier, i think during chinese new year. and i fell in love with it.
bought it just now and surprise him later. provided he's gonna meet me today.
dont meet me also can, so i will eat it!!!!!

can this be counted as a 2nd year anniversary for you dear? lol

2010-04-23T10:22:00.002+08:00

its our second year anniversary.

Happy anniversary dear :)
thank you for being 'caring', 'patient', and 'sweet', to me!!!!

actually the ' ' means it can be more!!! lol...

ok lar, the true ones,

thank you for giving in to me when we quarrel (pls continue doing that), and paying for almost everytime we are out together, for holding me when i was freezing cold and for your effort to arrange for me to meet xiao zhu. even though he's quite tao, i am very happy that you planned it! :)

love you baby :)

2010-04-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

I"M BACK!!!!

ok there's nothing to be excited about actually.

'How's my trip?' that must be your question.

let me start with................

The weather:
its madness. when we reach the airport, i got a shock, because i didnt know that it'll be cold. 15 degree!
i brought only shorts, skirts, short dresses, ONE jacket, slippers, sandals - THATS IT.
so i was freezing when the wind blew on me (which is so never ending).
after 4 days, the weather suddenly turned warm. - like singapore temperature. so for the next few days, we step out of the hotel to test the weather before deciding if we bring our jackets along.
and because of the weather i bought lots of jackets. and one thick white one that costed me 90 bucks. and i bought the boots as well. isnt it cute? (see my facebook pictures).

The food:
OMG> singapore is shit. really. i liked almost everything i ate. the wild boar sausage, the grilled chicken meat, drumlets, chicken backside, the oyster omlette, the oyster mee sua, the chicken cutlets at night markets, the ramen near the hot spring, the steamboat of meatballs, beef and pork slice and hagendas(ok wrong spelling i suppose) ice cream..... endless of good food! so i will definitely grow FAT if i migrate there!

The people:
the people there are 10 times more human than singaporeans. they always stand on the right on the escalator (ALWAYS- for them its right), and they always queue while waiting for the train, NEVER rush in when people are trying to alight, and they have priorty seats, which not many ppl will sit at even though there's no needy around. AMAZING?
out of 20 salesperson (regardless of taxi driver, small food stalls, retail shops,) 19 served us well. 2 salesperson ( 1 guy 1 girl from different shop) even help me when i tried on my jacket.
isnt that fasinating?

what's worth buying:
go to the night markets. i bought many dresses (about 20 bucks each) , leggings (about $5 each) and necklasses (about $5 to $10 each) there. its cheap, and i think the material is alright. even though you cant try on the dresses, i was quite confident of what i can wear and what i cant.
the t shirts are also worth buying. the cheapest and nice - girls can get at 3 for 15 bucks. guys can get decent ones at 3 for 25 bucks. the designs are really not bad! serious.
i also bought 2 pairs of flats at the gao xiong night market. 20 bucks each and i think the design is quite nice also.
and last but not least, the facial mask is a MUST buy. i bought 6 packs of 10. each pack about 10 bucks. which means each mask $1??!!! yes, no joke. its everywhere. COSMED, WATSON (the 2 i bought from). and i think its pretty ok cos i've started using them already.

what' not a good choice to spend your bucks on:
hmmm, went body shop and the moisturizer is more expensive than what i buy in singapore.
i think the big shopping centres are not worth shopping because we have it in singapore! you go there for cheap deals right? and the high heels in fashion now is also not really worth its price. i saw quite a bit and its all about 100 bucks. why not get it at charles and keith where i have 10% off, or Aldo a branded one?

overall, i had a good time. minus the freezing cold weather, and minus the legs that will break any moment due to the walking, Taipei is a MUST go once in a lifetime. except for Shar, since she cant eat pork!!! oops. grins*

love my friends. meeting embassy tml, and perhaps, jiayun darren august on sunday.
gotta try uploading photos in fb again. error error error. damn it.
BYES :) muacks

2010-04-06T17:44:00.002+08:00

flying to taipei tomorrow le.
i feel so unprepared!!!! there's a ton of packing i haben do.
and i have to buy bikini, and go for waxing after work.
hope the flight isnt too tough to go through.
bye soon singapore..... :)

2010-04-05T11:34:00.002+08:00

CURSE that fucking bastard again and again for stealing my phone.
i am really so upset, and so angry, and so helpless....
how can someone just do that???
i really felt so upset, and i couldnt stop crying. i called Alan, and he got angry.
he scolded me for being so careless, and said he cant understand how i can keep losing my phone.
i cant blame him for getting angry, because i was so angry too. i just didnt expect my phone would get lost just like that.
but there's nothing i can do. i called Apple and they said the guy can just hack my phone, and the phone would be good as new.
came to work today, and my manager asked me about it, and i felt so sad about my lost, and i teared again. Ok, i know i am a running tap, but i really couldnt control.
i really feel so terrible because i really really love my iphone. i really hope i can get it back :( even though i know no amount of praying would bring my phone back to me...
i hate this guy! i hate this guy who stole my phone. GO AND DIE!

2010-03-29T17:55:00.001+08:00

It was bens-and-jerry-ice-cream-with-corona-beer-discussing-taiwan time :)

2010-03-26T17:55:00.000+08:00

i am so happy! even though i dun look great here. hahaha. :)

2010-03-25T14:04:00.002+08:00

what a HAPPENING day ?

first: was shitting in the toilet, my feet half in my shoes only,
feel something tickling at my toes, and saw a cockroach!!!!
SCREAMS~
shake it off, immediately clean my backside, stand up and keep jumping (in case the cockroach crawl back), rush out of the toilet cubicle, wash my hands, ran out of the toilet.
i was like in shock after that, sat on my chiar with my feet off the ground.
den i complain to our cleaner, and my colleagues, they just laughed at me :(

second: went out for lunch. on my way walking out, trip over dunno what, and fell down 2 steps of stairs, and 2 hands, and both knee on the ground. i can feel that both of my leg will have blue black immediately, and my knee has cuts... WTF. so many ppl saw somemore!

ARGH...... ITS A JINX DAY.....

2010-03-24T14:19:00.002+08:00

was googling and found this:

http://hungryintaipei.blogspot.com/2009/09/my-kitchenjapanese-cute-seaweed-smiley.html

i quite like this blog because the address and train station stops are shown.
i am definitely trying the 'you tiao' for breakfast and definitely going to this shop 'HANDS TAILUNG' that has all these cute stuff.

gonna look through other 'highly reccomended' when i'm free :)

2010-03-23T10:26:00.001+08:00

Annette says he's coming to our showroom this friday!

should i buy his album now and ask him to sign?

LOL~

2010-03-22T18:00:00.000+08:00

Met beauty foo and jacq after work at kartell on saturday.
Hadta fill our tummy while waiting for Jacq to join us so we went Ding Tai Feng.
Like their xiao long bao, and we were starving because it was 9pm already.
I wanted to order pork noodles but end up saying the wrong number and they served me beef noodles.
I asked if I could have it change (seriously I really thought it would be ok, they will change for me), but the waiter told me sorry they cant cos they already repeated the order to us, and this noodle cannot be served to other customers anymore.
So, lan lan, cannot win anybody in arguing, I ask him to throw it away.
I think he’s trying to be nice enough, say wana pack for me and all… but what to do.. I am so hungry le, still make stupid mistakes…
Hai, why am I so cork de? No choice lor, eat the noodles only, ordered a plate of PORK and left the beef untouch.

Really been craving for KTV sessions recently, and the best KTV partner is of course, non other than Jacq…
So I assume we’re going KTV after dinner. BUT she told me she has no voice to sing, and she wana dance… sian half lar..
Say that the night is too young to enter st james, so we went boat quay instead J yeah! Last minute enlightment, and I can sing sang sung!
Met junior, jerry, Alvin, jie kang, sheena as well. It feels great!
Just loves KTV nights.
Drunk quite a bit (for my standard) and went home sleepily.. knock out straight away. I like that feeling :)

2010-03-20T17:34:00.003+08:00

it always warm my heart when i get to meet my embassy.

met joylynn's beau for the first time... hmmm, not bad... he laugh at our nonsenses (some ppl will say we're crazy), and even when we talk censored , he laugh also..
joylynn must hate me cos i keep suaning her! lol, that's my way of showing love actually....

hazel gave me birthday present le :) i really love the photo frame! thanks darling :)

and charmee lost 5kg. OMG.... i want that tooooo.........

jacq lei, she said that she also slim down le... toner tummy..... i also want..........

2010-03-18T09:33:00.001+08:00

ok, anyone shock to see my new pink theme blogskin?
notice the strawberry icon at my link?
feel like vomitting?

lol..

gotta put tagboard soon, and you girls can puke on my tagboard! :)

2010-03-09T11:08:00.002+08:00

Actually, I really dunno if I am excited or not – Taiwan Trip

EXCITED: Really really been wanting to go there because I love the celebrity, the night life, the food, the shopping, the happenings!
I so wish to take a photo with xiao zhu, but Pan Ling Ling come our showroom I already dun dare to go up to her lor,,,Lol

NOT SO EXCITED: 3 of us have nvr gone there before, dunno we can anyhow explore and chance upon the fun,
And 3 person a bit odd. I can be sticky to alan, only worried noel alone! Hope he gets a girl there den!
Hahahaha…

My birthday wish for this year is:
1. To have a nicer shaped body, go down to 48 kg (currently 51!!!! Can die…..)
2. To win 100k toto, so I can use that for a lot of things
3. To exercise more and pick up a new sport that I will persist to play (tennis is a high chance consideration)

:)

2010-03-05T14:43:00.003+08:00

i put on 2 kg in these few months!!
went to GNC with my colleagues after lunch, one of them bought 2 pills for weight lost, another bought powdered protein drink to get lean muscles...

wow, i'm so tempted to purchase as well lor.....

can i reduce 3 kg before my birthday? i wana buy lots of clothes in taiwan!! :)

2010-02-11T17:48:00.006+08:00

oh.... my darling is so so sweet :)

2010-02-04T09:20:00.003+08:00

i took half day leave today.
because i am going to do medi and pedicure with Jacq!
i dunno why but i am looking forward to it. maybe because....................
i'm gonna try waxing for the first time! guess where i am going wax......
?????? Armpit lar! dun dare to do braxilian larz. i'm too shy to do that. lol...
gonna find Wanting soon, if the waxing feels good and affordable, i might wana try it on my legs too. too much shaving makes my skin so dry..

loves * :)

2010-02-01T17:45:00.003+08:00

i watch a few movies recently.

twilight:
ok i know its been ages ago since that show was casted in the cinema.
i think the show is great! great storyline, and nice actress and actor, and great action-packed.

tooth fairy:

its quite kiddy. but cute. humourous tooooo...

the spy next day:
i like this! its hilarious! and the young girl is cute cute cute!!!

2010-01-28T17:56:00.008+08:00

Happy birthday dear!!

18th January Monday
Planned a sabotage for Alan because 19 and 20th he’ll be occupied and can’t be dirty and smelly…
Weilun sent a message to everyone and the message is roughly like that:
Weilun here, please come to cabana to write on the birthday card for alan. Any suggestion of sabotage are welcomed.
Please be at macdonalds at 11pm. Thanks.

This message not only reach all staff, but Alan as well. So all the young ones were searching through their inbox, wondering if anyone sent it to him by mistake. But no!!
So we made a guess, perhaps weilun sent the message to all staff, and maybe one of them left their phone at the counter, Alan saw and sent it to his own phone….
To my disbelief, it was one of the staff who PURPOSELY sent that message to him.
I saw his phone: THAT MESSAGE. Followed by: I’m your spy.. hahahaha.
STUPID JINGWEI. Ok, I am not being petty about this. Was really angry for that few hours! Think about it, you are planning on a birthday surprise for your boyfriend, and you need all staffs’ involvement, and you even prepared a birthday card for all of them to write. All these meant to make him smile (although there’s throwing of eggs and all that but he should have expected)
Do you get what I mean? Argh… sometimes I feel that young people don’t think before they act. Damn it.

I was really worried about my plans because all staffs were late, and many couldn’t turn up. and the first egg that landed on alan’s head didn’t make him chase anyone, yet walked away blacked-face.OH NO. Went to the sink with him while he was washing and persuaded him that he should play along because when he sabo others, others didn’t show black face. (after that found out the reason he blacked-face wasn’t cos he WAN BU QI but because of something else. ..heng ar.**** )
so after the smashing and all that, we cleaned up and went for pork kidney mee suah at kembangan. Nice mee suah! But jacq say she found a metal hook in her soup before. SIAN….
So I probably wont go there anytime soon again.

19th january Tuesday

Thought you took tues and wed off so I follow suite. But after that you told me you taking only Wednesday…
Sian*** its ok! I will use that as preparation. Thought I can use the whole evening to doll myself up (put fake eyelashes and curl my hair)
In the end, jacq jio-ed mahjong so ok lor…. went her house for mahjong-ing… side –track a little: recently I am quite suay lar. Always lose… so I don’t have craving for mahjong already… play till damn sian….

We started at about 5 and stopped playing at 10pm. And jacq and I started dolling up… it felt like my 20th birthday.. when I went her house and we change and make up together… ask each other if our mascara is ok, if we look fat in our clothes. Lol…so memorable.
The two guys were just playing with their iphone waiting for us to be done….
We decided on Topone @ Bugis after some comparison of prices… heard from jacq that the system is pretty ok too.
Initially was really worried because out of the 3 tvs in the room, 2 are down. And I am not gonna accept it so they got someone to fix it.
Clear perspiration. Luckily it was fixed….the cork up was, I brought the cake in when Alan’s smoking… but the cake didn’t come with knife and candles lar…. So hadta run out get from the staff… CAN DIE…. Everyone saw the cake and found it so interesting. it is udon cake. even the chopstick and spoon at the side can be eaten. its all chocolate! so interesting right?! wanted the sushi cake but it was too expensive. visit http://www.yilingconfectionary.com/.

It taste good! But it was too big and quite some didn’t like to eat cake so we had like half left. such a waste :(
I had a lot of fun singing cos my all time favourite singing partner is here!!! There wasn’t a lot of people but I could see that alan had fun :) I gave him a mont blanc wallet as birthday present. I really like the wallet. I think its pretty unique and stylish. Wooo…… look at the image.. its nice right? really very tired and the alcohol all went off, the small ones still wanted supper. Wenta eat Wan toh sek.
I really wana knock out anytime so rush alan to send me home.

i wana thank all friends for coming. even though some came just for a while. special thanks to mel, chris, jacq, weilong and huisan cos we paid majority... haha. i wanted to make sure alan pays for nothing at the ktv because he is always paying for the supper and everything so i thought the young ones will be auto but seems like they are financially disabled. its ok den..... i really wana thank sharon for coming as well because she stays at bukit batok and she dont sing and dont really drink but she still came!!!! i know the fact that she is alan's part time girlfriend lar... but its ok, i let her be! haha... (^.^)

20th January Wednesday

Both of us woke up at 2 plus.. I was really hungry but also lazy to go out to buy food. So we ordered 20 pieces spicy drumlet.. YUMMY… so full we cannot eat early dinner le lor… (Alan said you better not bring me eat 10 course meal. He will vomit straight away..hahaha… I told him he expect too much liao, we are eating at I booked massage at estheva at 6pm. But! We started getting ready at 530.. then still have to help him iron his clothes, and he took longer than me to style his hair lor.. I still hadta go back home to change first cos I already planned what to wear… I really like what I wear that day… but don’t show you guys the full length photo so I can wear it again! Lol…

And so we were late. Reach Ion at 7pm. It was a surprise so he didn’t guess that I would give him a massage treat. Hehe… while waiting for him, I went far east to do medicure.. (clever decision.) he said the massage is pretty good. He lied on a warm bed.. just the lady who massaged him was a bit strong lar.. ask her do it softer she still give same strength…

Next was to our dinner. Oosh at Dempsey Hill.. This was a restaurant that my colleague recommended. So I asked Hazel to accompany me there 2 weeks before to check out the place.
The place looks nice…since colleague say that the food is good, and I saw that the ambience is good, the only thing I have to worry is SERVICE.. service will just make alan black face! I wrote him a birthday card to tell him that he must smile through his birthday… but I forgot to bring the card!!!! So I said it to him verbally… hahaha… so lame right!
We ordered:

Black Russian
Lychee Mohjito
Seared Frog Leg
Escargot
Mushroom Soup
Duck Leg with Potato
Tenderlion with Baked Potato and Asparagus
Honey nougat ice cream

I personally find that the mushroom soup, tenderloin, and honey nougat ice cream good. As for the rest, So so only lar… nothing unacceptable actually...

Overall, it’s the first time I ever planned and spent my bf’s birthday with my bf properly. I am proud of myself as I felt that I have done a pretty good job and he is all smiles about it.
:) I am happy that he is happy! :)

2010-01-07T13:59:00.001+08:00

my baby janice moments :)

2010-01-07T13:55:00.002+08:00

Tan Hui San so love her iphone :)

she can facebook in her bed
she can take clear pictures of her baby
she can play with many MANY games

:)LOVES!

2009-12-22T13:20:00.003+08:00

i've only heard ppl saying : 'woke up from the wrong side of the bed'.
but i felt like i slept at the wrong side of my bed.
i think you understand, but you are just being unreasonable.
this feels suffocating - dunno what to do. i think you dun care. right?
sigh* big time. i'm tired.

2009-11-27T18:35:00.003+08:00

New blogskin. yeah! :)

2009-11-19T09:01:00.001+08:00

My dear dear fetch me to work today. and he bought me macdonald big breakfast as well.

So SWEEEETTTTT! muacks :)

2009-11-17T11:29:00.025+08:00

-Jacq's mum's pub-

Sunday night, thomas jio us to raining bar. Cos they had some liquor left and also to celebrate wei long’s belated birthday.I thought of going, but they gonna finish work at 12 plus and I think I will die on Monday, so in the end I didn’t go…. And while I was having a hair cut, Jacq called and said her mum took over this pub at joo chiat and ask us go down support on Monday.And we did that yesterday. Thomas and Ben came Suntec to meet me first, took a cab to Ubi (that’s where I lost my phone - on the cab) for Ah ben to get the car… drove to pick ben’s girl girl at lavender, den to golden mile for thai food. The thai food is good! Always love tom yam, had very fragrant pineapple rice, and the cold dish tang hoon salad was superbly spicy! I ate sparingly cos I hadta drink later (with jacq around confirm must drink one). The milk tea is GOOD AR!

Den went -pleasure- that’s the name of the pub. We dun really fit in, because it is huang jing nian hua (quote from Chris). Parked a little distance away, while walking there, Ah ben wanted to scare me. He pointed to the ground and shout ‘San!!! Cockroach!!!!’ my reaction is more like scared something will drop from on top cos I was walking slighty outside the sheltered area…. so I told him ‘ I’m more worried that something will drop onto my head!’ Den, Ah ben point to the sky, and shout ‘Fridge!!!!’ and he run off… HAHAHAHAHAHA…. I laugh at this for a long time and still think it is so funny!!!! It was quite boring at the beginning. We needed some time to heat up ya….and I really wana die looking at the bottles of beer. It was really cheap, 10 bottles hein (I think its hein) @ 50 bucks!! so we had 10, I think Ah ben/long paid. Den Jacq’s friend ordered more, put beside our bucket. And I think the service staff keep opening that for us also… so our drinks were like nvr ending! Mel came at 12 plus 1, wana open another 10 bottles!!!! Wa lao!!!! I hadta stop him! The fun part was at the end, when everyone was quite high… Jacq asked us to play this:Throw 2 dice, if both adds up to 7 8 or 9, the next person beside you has to drink. They kept making mel and xinni drink. It was so funny. Long throw 2 one also ask xinni drink, drop dice also ask xinni drink. Den we just join in the fun…. Hahaha.. naughty ar.. grins* and everybody was like injured by Jacq. She was wacking anyone and everyone’s head. Drunk!!

Ok, take a look at the photos, enjoy :)

2009-11-17T09:12:00.002+08:00

i lost my phone... this is the second HTC i left in a cab!!!!

gotta waste money on another phone liao...

2009-11-12T09:21:00.003+08:00

i just love these sweets from mini toons now.... it taste great! i love the mashmellow that is partially green and white. taste like green apple, a little sourish. so shiok..... and i spent like 7 bucks on it. its worth it! seven eleven will cost double or even more! :)

one of the pencils i bought from this kiddy shop at Wisma. they sell a far bit of interesting woody toy... some even suitable for childish adults. lol. do you know which one i'm referring to? you are a genius if you can guess this right with my rubbish description!!!!!

my first pair of stockings from Dorothy Perkins. it keeps you warm, the design is nice, its $16 bucks if i remember correctly. (i dunno if its cheap or not) but the bad thing is, the thread runs!! like, i accidentally brush my bling bling ring against it and you can see, the line is ruined... so, i hadta be very careful.... hmmm, i'll but another kind the next time. :)

2009-11-10T15:10:00.001+08:00

when you are in a bad mood, retail therapy works best. :)

2009-11-09T14:37:00.001+08:00

MY FAVOURITE KTV SESSIONS!

Friday night was ktv with Chris, Jacq, wei long, mel, xinni and alan.
I was pretty sad on Thursday night because something happen again. It is a total frustration because I have no control of stopping even by yelling and yelling at them.
So alan jio-ed our friends to sing together. He hardly organizes so I was appreciative. :)
Because some of them wouldn’t be able to join early, we decided to sing at 12 am. So I slacked at home, watched tv and waited for the time to pass.
Alan went to his 2nd home, and slacked there till like 10pm. I went to meet him there, and we didn’t know what to do till 12am, so we walked to underpass, took a cab, went orchard first. Dunno where the hell is international building but we booked the party world there.
We alighted at cineleisure, thinking maybe we can play some pool while waiting for them but! There were so many ppl there larzzz….all the tables were occupied. So we walked all the way to international building. Which is beside shaw. And sat outside, play his iphone game…that’s how we spent our time……..

Cute thing that party world has got tambourine and shaker. Den chris put the pair of shaker underneath his shirt, and it looks exactly like his breast. Hahaha….. G cup!!!
It was chris and alan and me at first den gradually everyone came (at 230am! I already knew cos jacq finish work at 2) and when jacq came the whole atmosphere liven uP! I must say her presence makes a lot of difference. Cos I am not as high as her lar. And she is such a good drinker lar…. Good drinker doesn’t mean ‘WONT GET DRUNK’ but it means: ‘can drink a lot more EVEN WHEN SHE’S ALREADY DRUNK’. Damn zai right…..she will make the whole world drink with her…. So all of us have to level up our limit...unknowingly, I can drink a little more with her… what I mean is normally I can drink 2 gls, but with her can drink 3 lar.. grins*

Everything was fine till the end, when its only me, alan and jacq left. She teared. When we sang 傻瓜 …she felt sad about her and her ex bf… haix… what should I do? I can only hug her, pat her head, wipe away her tears…. That’s the least I can do, maybe that’s all I can do now…

I think I lost touch with my best friends, I wana hold their hands again…..

2009-11-06T15:18:00.016+08:00

ok, this is supposed to be at facebook but whata do, i cant use it in my office, so i uploaded it here. the malays are majority, so i only sang 2 songs. and after that join thomas, ben they all also sing 1/2 songs also... craving for more!!! so went on friday, satisfied already :)

husband and wife? haha, the man has 5 kids already still cheeky!

woohoo...

i look extra. lol

2009-11-05T09:10:00.001+08:00

oh....
the first thing i do when i come to work is to go facebook, den open my mails and start my work..
now, i am undergoing some depression because its the first morning of more than a yr, that i cant enter facebook in office ever again......

i'm gonna display some withdrawing symtoms soon....

stoned......

2009-11-04T21:46:00.001+08:00

argh........... my company block us from going facebook & youtube!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
super IT Support Austin!!!!!!!!! we hate you.......!!!!!!!!!

haha... so now you guys know, i cant slack anymore... sob sob...

2009-10-29T13:17:00.005+08:00

__________________________''Halloween ''__________________________

I always wanted to go to night safari because I hasn’t been there before!
And after saying and nagging and saying and nagging, alan said he’ll go with me, even if none of our friends are free to come to entertain me.
That’s nice :)

I went there last Saturday and I was very excited, because night safari has included some ghostly tram ride in conjunction with Halloween night.
We had KFC first as we reached pretty early, like 645pm, when night safari opens at 730pm.

There was a huge crowd to begin with. The queuing for tickets took probably half an hour or lesser, but it was bearable cos there were some ghosts floating around, to scare others, and also to act as ghost models. I particularly like the old woman, pushing a food trolley, and beneath the dim sum cover, a head is sticking out. That’s the only one I said eee… it gave me a chill down my spine. But the rest didn’t have an effect on me as we sure know they are alive and pretending la.
There was a show before we entered the queue for the tram ride (gosh, another long queue) so we watched it. Some foreigners dressed like African Indians, playing with fire, spitting flammable liquid into the source of fire and whooomm…. We could feel the heat from metres away! And they made audiences go up to join in the fun. The first was an ang mo lady, using a bamboo and dart, and aims at the balloon in between one of the guy’s legs (just below the crouch). And twice the dart got stuck on the guy’s legs instead of the balloon. OUCH! Sounds painful right…and I guess it was! . Hahahaha. Second - a guy, asked to take off his top and imitate the same guy who use fire on himself. But he definitely can’t do it so it was funny to see how freak out he was! Lol. I was thinking, what if they asked Alan up? Would he really do it?

After the show we went exploring the place. Went into the shop selling all kinds of Halloween props, alan bought me a hair band with the knife sticking through my head. Its so cute! But quite uncomfortable cos it’s a bit heavy, den it will slide down. But I find it nicer than those common red devil horns…..

Finally we decided to join in the queue for the tram. At first it was the normal thingy…. On your left and right there’s animals carrying out their own activity. A bit hard to see cos it’s a little far but it doesn’t matter. I dun wana be too close too! Den, we entered this bridge of no return…. Where there’s dead and torn bodies hanging on the trees at the side… at some junctions, the so call ghost comes out of a sudden to scare us. But its not that scary cos I didn’t sit at the side. They couldn’t touch me and we didn’t scream so they went to those who kept screaming and avoiding…. I was just busy trying to snap their faces…. It was funny to see others freaking out lar. Mostly girls and kids. Girls, not ladies ah.

Den we watched the animal show. Its so cute that one of the animals can throw the different trashes into the different bins! So clever right! One part I thought real was, they said that an animal is missing and they search it under our feet, and our seat. And den after they open the door on the floor, I realized it was all planned. It was a fat python lar….. !

I really love experiencing something new and exciting :) muacks.

2009-10-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

who's sitting around waiting for something to happen?
i need motivation!

2009-10-13T13:27:00.018+08:00

i love ma self! :)

2009-10-06T13:45:00.001+08:00

i love love the feeling when i reach home, see janice, and she smiles at me :)

2009-10-05T20:21:00.002+08:00

WTH. the weakest is to allow an unhappy thing affect all of you for the whole day, even worst, let it roll over till the next, then on and on....
i figured out shutting up, and out and turning around, walking off, is definitely an easier approach, a loser's choice. I dun want, and i'm not gonna chose this all the time. its frustrating, when you are incapable of conveying what you really think and feels. but i will keep trying. keep trying. keep trying.

i dun wana be weak, i wont be weak, i cant be weak. i went through lessons... a lot of them taught me important lessons. the ones who made me cry the most, how funny, actually made me grow the most.

i wont lower my expectation of you, yet, i would raise the expectation of myself.

JIA JIA JIA JIA YOU!

2009-09-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

It’s a boring day at work. The F1 is on this weekend. And now, the roads accessing marina and millennia is all closed.
So I hadta walk a long road to work. Yesterday I took a bus and alight at carlton hotel. Cos that’s the last stop, we hadta alight.
So from carlton walk all the way to millennia walk. So tiring lar…… today, it was raining so I decided to take a route that I didn’t have to have to go under the rain.
Took bus to lavender mrt and in the midst of that, the exit door couldn’t close properly and it delayed for a while.
I was so scared that the bus uncle will say, ‘the bus is down. Pls alight’. Den I’m dead man. I have to pay fine if I am later than 9.30 am!
Oh ya, did I mention about this? My company has a new rule now. Anyone who comes in after 9.20 am has to pay fine. 1 min late = 1 dollar fine.
And it started in September. The fine has already accumulated to near $100! And my record is still clear!
Actually I am not very worried about this fine for lateness thing. Because I am normally on time. As in 9am. Cos I have the keys to open our office door.
So I think its very easy to be earlier than 9.20am! if the timing is set at 9am. I think a lot of ppl will be broke! Including the managers! Hehe…
Alan’s going Bangkok next month… and to keep myself thinking and missing him, I am so gonna plan things to do. :)

2009-09-23T13:42:00.002+08:00

it was a long weekend!
played mahjong for 3 days! and out of the 3 days, won once. $2. hahahaha... wasnt in good luck ya?
saturday was most interesting. after mahjong, went to meet shuann, sharon and JJ at sambawang. had a filling and spicy dinner! how i miss my fav pork ribs. hehe*
after that, we went into the ktv room. and shuann started the ball rolling. i must admit that right after a filling dinner, you sing uncomfortably! like your voice all trapped in between the food.
and all the nonsenses performance of singing Yi yan Shun Jian and Fly away was most entertaining. nvr in my life do i have a second friend who sing song in that way. SHARON FOO. i will remember her even if i lost my memory. how scary is that, can you imagine? LOL!

but i have to say that it was really FUN! hadnt had that much fun for a while and I LOVE IT! yeah! :) hehe

2009-09-18T11:44:00.002+08:00

i want to learn to make clothes. like sewing and using the machine, and measuring blablabla....
when should i put my thoughts into actions?

2009-09-17T11:06:00.000+08:00

What is wrong with me today man.
I AM SUPER SLEEPY! Normally I sleep before 11pm. Yesterday I slept at 1130pm. Its just a bit later!
But it felt like I slept 3 am in the morning. my colleagues talked to me, and I reply stonely.
Yesterday was my twins brothers’ birthday. So my mum prepared steamboat and asked my uncles and alan to come.
Alan paisey to eat together with my uncles so we waited a while. Till we really hungry, cannot tahan liao den we dig in.
My mum keep saying Alan eat very little….. maybe the food he like is not there. But home prepared steamboat is healthy. No msg! :)
Then my 2 uncles and my parents will always play ‘big 2’ after dinner. Since my mum still eating, we asked Alan to play.
Everything was quite ok. I already expected that they will grumble and tell you ‘aiya, you should throw this card ma. You play wrong liao lar’. But they are not scolding you.
They just use their expertise in this poker field to teach you. haahaha….
The funny part was, alan didn’t see that 8 9 J Q K is not in sequence! Hahaha….
Alan so bad,, say the cards I take not nice. And I sat beside him after I finish eating till the end. When I left for toilet halfway,
He said: wow, you know when you left, my card very nice lei…’ wow! Say I suay… idiot…..
So the reason I slept slighty later is: I sat beside Alan till they finish playing, DEN I went to bath. Hehe*
Ok, I hope coffee does the trick :)

2009-09-14T12:59:00.003+08:00

Wow. I had a busy weekend!

Friday night, Alvin’s birthday so we went Miss Clarity at 205 Upper Thomson Road.
We were too chitty chatty in the car so alan took a while to realize that we were on the wrong route. Sorry Alvin! We were late!
But we were not the worse. Haha.
It was a 6 course meal for 9 adults. Ok, some of the food pretty not bad.
I really like the pork, and the warm chocolate cake. The pork is juicy and had very nice texture. It was pork cheek.
I will die if I cannot eat pork because I love pork!
The warm chocolate cake is as good as baker’s inn. Hazel’s ‘better than sex’ cake. Haha….
Even though Hazel said its nicer than Baker’s Inn, and its from France, I personally feel the difference is, this Clarity’s chocolate cake is softer than Baker’s Inn.
The food that I really didn’t fancy was the duck. It was too tough, and it taste a little raw. Even though I was told the duck was cooked for 2 hours.
For fish, they call it fishy taste, so for duck I call it duckish taste. Even for the smoke duck, it was like chewy on veins, hard to break the meat.
Hazel your bf a bit kaypo lei. Quite embarrassing for me when he verified with the Chef and want to prove to me that the duck is cooked.
Of course I know they won’t serve food that is not cooked la. I felt bad that I didn’t finish the duck but I really didn’t like it.
My opinion, my taste bud is more professional in its job now! JAnd I have to apologize cos I flied Jacq’s areoplane! SO SO SORRY! While waiting for her to finish her work, I fell asleep! How bad is san san!
I will make it up k. :)

Saturday, Miss Foo jio us out. We booked tickets at 9.20pm for Aliens at the attic. We chose that movie cos Shuann wanted to see her own family members. Lol.
Sharon and her humorous nonsense. We met at Bugis, went for dinner at iluma. This Japanese restaurant that all of us gave our virgin try.
Hmmm, the variety is quite little actually. Overall: only satisfactory. Shop a while at Bugis den watch movie liao. The movie is quite nice. Funny and lame.
The funniest part is the granny and sister’s bf fighting. The granny can display Choon Li’s moves sia! Want a good laugh? Watch this.
After the movie, we decided to go Dynasty KTV. But we had a minor car accident. Alan was making a U turn but a taxi came into us. It was our fault so Alan had to compensate the guy.
Alan said that the uncle should be in time to brake but he didn’t. I guess he did it on purpose so he can claim money?
Shit this uncle lor. It’s ok lar, ‘Puo Chai Dang Zai’. Understand this?
We didn’t want to go KTV anymore so Alan sent Shuann and Sharon home. When we exit to Ang Mo Kio already, Shuann say she wants to go Sambawang to look for Jacq.
KNS lei. So we headed for Sambawang. And Shuann and I decided to hide, and Sharon and Alan pretended it was only 2 of them to find Jacq.
Like they have something on behind my back. hahahaha! And when jacq saw them jacq speak damn loudly lor ‘San Lei?!”
We can hear Jacq talking from the car park! Maybe about 10metres away!
We ordered some drinks, Shuann really wanted to sing so we went to the room.
Actually Shuann’s singing ok de lei. Sharon hor, I think all of us want to punch her face. Always dun want to sing properly. Den make me laugh until stomach pain. I want to snatch her mike away when she sang Yi Yan Shun Jian lor. Pitch and everything cannot make it. And when I sing with Alan the same song, and highlighted to them the difference, she can be so thick skin, and say ‘it’s the same lei! ‘ hahahahaha……

Sunday, met up with Jiayun and Darren. Was so sleepy since Friday night. So I slpt till 2 plus.
Met them at 4 plus 5 I think.. waited for a cab for more than 15mins. Cos there’s an Indian family who cut queue lar.
Lazy to fight with them, I’m not rushing anyway so just sit at the bus stop and wait. Met them at Ion Orchard. Yes! I finally went Ion.
I dun want to appear like a frog in the well so I always wanted to go. And yup, the first 2 levels are pretty glamorous. All the branded retail shops.
I suddenly feel like I want a branded bag… ALAN, DID YOU CATCH MY BIG HINT? Hahaha….
My manager told me about the toilet and so I went, not because I wana pee, but I just want to take a look. Hehe…
Nice, hotel feel. Oh ya, I went Ion in a cab right, there’s like a guy to open my car door and welcomed me… wow… feel so high class lor…
Ion wants to present a high status image. Hmm.. I think they did pretty ok. We went Arab street for dinner.
And Darren has a car le! Mazda 3. alamak. Actually I like the model, its pretty. But who knows, I dun like the person who happens to own one.
Ok lar, I can no longer associate Mazda 3 with bad guys because Darren is nice!. Hahaha…
Ok, Darren says the lamp chop is very nice. But I dun eat lamp. So I ate other stuffs. I think the service staffs dun like us. I think they dun welcome Chinese.
But who cares. Bleh~ honestly, I dun really like Indian smell and food. But the chicken kebab is pretty nice. I didn’t like the rice. Should have gotten potato.
Darren was very adventurous to try dunno wad ‘milk’ and ‘red dates’. When the drink came, we laughed at him. All of us dun like the taste. But Darren say its just too concentrated. When the ice melt, its actually quite nice. Console yourself only right?
Next was movie at 9pm. G Force. I really like it when the guinea pigs have facebook account! Hahaha… how lame.
I prefer aliens at the attic to this though. Cos there is a part that’s quite anti climax.
And thanks for waiting together with me while waiting for my dear dear to fetch me J

I have so many movies I wana watch!

Gamer
Time Traveller’s something
The proposal

2009-09-14T11:11:00.015+08:00

Yeah, there’s something happy to talk about!~

It was a wonderful wonderful dinner. We finally managed a date that everyone could make it. We went to new york new york @ AMK Hub. I think we really made a very good choice because the ambience’s good. We sat in a cubicle, like half a semi circle. And its very suitable for group gathering. We talked and laughed very loudly. The best part of the whole gathering is actually suaning each other. I guess we suaned Joylynn the most. Her $1,000.00 birthday gift every year, and her desire to get a man. Lols. Oh ya, I gave each of them a letter and was really happy that all of them like it. And so sorry joylynn. I was unsure if you had ear holes but I thought I need to be fair. To give each of my darlings a pair! Hmmm… I’ll make this up k? :) So, as per Charmee’s request, the photos as follows:

2009-09-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

i didnt know.
i really didnt that i was the one who caused it.
i kept quiet cos i dun want to say the wrong things and made you angry instead.
i will watch my behaviour the next time.

2009-09-06T15:44:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad that there's nothing happy for me to blog about recently.
whenever i feel like blogging, its about the unhappy stuff that i experience.
and i dun want ppl to read my blog, and feel that i am a girl filled with only unhappiness....
so weird, my diary is like my punching bag now. for me to vent my frustrations.
thats not good...

2009-09-05T20:15:00.001+08:00

huisan and her bad temper. change it change it change it. :)

2009-08-18T13:42:00.001+08:00

I wanted to talk to you but you are just very busy. Stephanie borrowed money from me again. Pathetic she is. It’s just another $30.I quite fed up with her cos she call and rush me to transfer her when I am working, rushing something. But the softer part of me pity her, just a few dollars she still have to borrow. And the reason is to buy milk for her baby. Hai. I told her. Just treat it as my gift to your kid this time, dun have to return me. But I hope you can find a good solution to your problem.

And another happy news I wana share with you is I got a little pay rise. I’m happy cos I have a little more money and not everyone got it. Not showing off, I just wanted to share my joy with you.

2009-08-13T13:51:00.002+08:00

why do ppl take advantages of especially the weak?

it makes me really sad to be home recently. my dad is having a rough time. no more of working for the starhub cabelling stuff. all thanks to my mum's younger imature brother, my daddy lost money over buying of the van (for the sake of this imature brother who says my dad will need this vehicle in order for smooth running of work) . and now the van belongs to this clever younger brother's 'bastard yet so call friend', who runs the company.

and didnt wana release full pay for to my dad. fuck him.
didnt have to buy over the vehicle YET bloody helly own it. fuck him.
didnt wana pay the money that my dad paid for to buy materials for the job. fuck him.

can i hate this clever uncle?
can i hate the fucking bastard boss?
can i just take a gun and place the bullet in their fucking brains?
can i help my dad?

alan told me not to worry. at least my dad is doing something. at least he is going to get class 5 license, den look for a job. at least he isnt lying around and waiting for money to drop from the sky. i agree, yet i cant fail to feel the pain, when i hear him having sleepless night, complaining about his weak heart. and i cant help it but cry just at the thought of it - my dad is having a hard time. i dunno who he can talk to , i dun see him happily engaged in any hobby, i dun see him spending money all on himself. he devoted so much of his life to the family. and such a shame, to have a daughter who cant even provide much for the family.

pls god, pls, pls be kinder to my parents.

2009-08-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

i love public holidays! yeepee! :)

2009-07-29T13:24:00.000+08:00

I had a good weekend:

Saturday was work at cabana… it was pretty boring cos there were really few customers. Do I say I am lucky or unlucky? Lucky cos I work lesser, but unlucky cos time passed so slowly!
I went off at 11 to join alan and friends at shenton way party world. (I just realize that sabai is behind! How dumb) there were like 50 ppl there lar… scary… and these ppl make me so nervous when I sang cos they keep spreading that i sound nice when singing this particular song…. So when I got the mike, I was so nervous my heart was about to jump out of my mouth lar. I wasn’t even so nervous when I sang on dave’s wedding lor…and I paused to swallow my saliva at a few inappropriate points and alan just stared at me, using his eyes to ask me ‘san, what’s wrong?’ lol…. I WAS NERVOUS! And we went to eat teochew porridge at geylang. I quite like this porridge cos its cheap (as our supper) and its nice… we ate salted egg, pig skin, minced meat and duck meat. And you can say we finished everything….

Went to sleep at alan’s house. Slept on her sis bed and I couldn’t sleep cos I keep feeling like if I doze off, I will fall from the bed. (cos its single bed). So alan took his bunky thing in and he slept on that and I slept on the bed. He like so poor thing lor…. I feel so bad but I needed to sleep well….morning he woke up for basketball. He asked me to go with him but I still wana slp, too tired, sai nai him to send me home. He woke me up at 12pm, ask me accompany him for lunch. He was craving for curry so we went to eat roti prata at kallang mrt. I dun really dare to eat prata cos the ppl who flip and knead it always look dirty… oops. So bad. But this is clean and nice. Quite some Chinese dine there as well. I really like this meal. A lot a lot. Cos we laughed a lot! J happiness is not that tough ya?

We went home and I really wanted to slp but all suitable spots were occupied so I just laze on his bed and he watch this videos on Miss Swan. Ridiculously lame lady. I find the macdonald and eye witness one the funniest though. Takes a lot of silliness to laugh at it. If you are in a bad mood, watch it. You might wana strangle this so call Miss Swan lar.

2009-07-21T09:21:00.003+08:00

i was fucking piss yesterday.

i hate listening to you cos i didnt force you to come and talk to me! and when i ask questions you think i'm being dumb den dont bother talking to me! if i know why do i ask?! dont keep thinking that when i play around with you all and give in, and listen means you dont have to respect me! friends laugh with you not at you! I hate all of you who talk to me nice and next time cant be bothered with me. This is not what true friends are like! i hate this!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun care about my complaining cos this is my blog! i do what i want!

2009-07-17T17:45:00.005+08:00

just some random images that i like:

2009-07-17T13:20:00.002+08:00

i was on msn last 2 nights. i was really bored so i watched shows on youtube.
and i chatted with rubbish friends like sharon and shuann and i cant stop laughing. my mum keep repeating: 'you mad ar?' but i just had felt a lot joy hearing their bull shits.

last night my primary school friend came to talk to me. and ask if my number has changed.
i chatted with her a little and realise she is having a cold war with her husband. and i know that her body is pretty weak ( she is very very small size. smaller than sharon) and she has 2 kids already (got married at 16 if i remember correctly). she messaged me today to borrow money from me. i was like: 'hai....' am i all that is to you? i haben contact her for like 1 or 2 years and thats when we talk its abt this.

i lent her b4. since its only a small sum so i didnt ask for it back. now she's asking for another small sum. i feel that i am selfish. because intially i turned her down as i thought she need by the hundreds. and i cant just give and tell myself its not gonna come back (thats what a lot of ppl tell me. when you lend others money, treat it as it wont come back). but sorry, i cant. those are my hard earned how to just give and thats it?
i find her very poor thing. has a husband, both she and her husband working, but have to borrow just that bit of money. hai.

how should i feel? feel sorry for her? or dun follow her foot step. i'm sorry, i just need to say it out. thats all. ok, gotta go transfer her money. byeesss.....

2009-07-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

i want happy thoughts.
i need motivation.
i desire fun.
i hope for pleasant suprises.
i wish for warm embrace.

i thought of giving up everything and run away from reality.

2009-07-13T09:43:00.000+08:00

Most of my friends already know I’m working at cabana on every Saturday now. Because the bastard is not working there anymore!
I AM REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE HE’S LIKE A VERY GIANT PEST IN CABANA AND FINALLY HE IS GONE! I’m sure my cabana friends share the very same sentiment.
Ok, the first day back was tired like shit. I worked cashier (it sounds shiok but it wasn’t really that shiok k.) and I just kept bumping into the barrel and chiller.
I was so tired of washing the glasses I felt like going home already. Ok, this shows that I really left cabana for a year already.
The second time I worked at area a. and it rained! Damn sianed. I just wore my shoes twice and I have to bring it back to wash liao. Alamak.
My brother laughed at me cos I talked to one table for very long (psycho them to buy expensive dishes) but in the end they order shitty things… IDIOT>
First 2 days not successful, but! I will try harder! :)

2009-07-02T09:49:00.000+08:00

Its such a good feeling to catch up with friends and talk what we laugh about in the past. :)

2009-06-14T17:39:00.001+08:00

i just saw xiao zhu performing on this charity show. he was soak in perspiration. so cute :)

2009-06-03T13:39:00.002+08:00

matters of the heart. what is the matter with my heart?!

2009-05-29T10:57:00.000+08:00

I wanted to bring my parents out for dinner last month cos its my mum and dad’s birthday, and mothers’ day, and their wedding anniversary (although this has got nothing to do with me). But I failed to do it. So I decided why not catch a movie together cos the last time my whole family watched together was Titanic! Can you believe how many years ago that was? Lol. So wei lun booked the new cinema at iluma for last Tuesday using alan’s credit card.

I reached and met with alan to collect the tickets first. (I was very sure my family wont be early, so I better have everything ready before they reach). The tickets counter is at the 4th level and we were jokingly asking, ‘what time is the movie ar…. Scarly book Wednesday not today one….’ And alan checked the ticket. REALLY BOOK WEDNESDAY! My brother ar….. I was worried. If cannot change den we would have wasted 50 plus! The girl at the counter just say: cannot. We cannot change. And its time for alan to display his talent: ask for the manager. Then the girl half open the door and talk to her manager, come out still tell us cannot. Hey, we asked for the manager, not for you to speak to the manager for us! So the manager came out, and say that that we cannot change the tickets to Tuesday. Alan ask for him to cancel the credit card amount charged for Wednesday, like a refund, and we will just buy Tuesday’s ones first. And yeah, we got it…. And so I just smiled at alan after we left the counter. This is the ONE time I was ok, and kinda approve him playing the ‘demanding’ role. Cos Wednesday all of us cant make it to movie so it is a must to watch on Tuesday. Hence, I really appreciated that! Lol.

The movie we watched: night at the museum 2. I really love the show. And it hit us’s box high and fly… really very entertaining and humorous show. If you want a good laugh, it is a must watch! J trust me ya!

2009-05-04T16:09:00.069+08:00

ok, i thought there's no harm blogging abt this cos i can still depend on this if my memory fails me!

7th April@ nite: he gave me an invitation card. it was a black and white card,very simple but the content is cute.

9th April 12am: he gave me the necklass and say: 'you can decide what clothes to go well with it. ' :)

we met @ about 1 plus, decided that we should go bai bai first because we are going batam the following day so went si ma lu with wei lun as well. sent wei lun home and went for the first programme: 'The handsome suit' movie. he thought he booked the movie @ picturehouse but when we reach there @ 2.55pm (the show was @ 3), THE GUY TOLD US THE MOVIE WAS NOT SCREENED THERE! lol. alan was nagging at how wrong the first thing he planned had gone. but i was alright. i found it hilarious. its ok, we just rushed to cineleisure. We missed a little of the front part so it was still quite alright. He chose this movie cos I told him this movie is screening on the 9th April, on my birthday so he decided that we should watch it. Anyway, it is a nice movie! I like the show cos the morale of the nice story is: ‘looks doesn’t matter!’

2. he just drove and refuse to tell me where we’re going. And then we parked at Fullerton hotel. And I was thinking, ‘is it dinner there?!’ but it was us, going up the lift, and walking down the hall of rooms, and he took out the card and opened the door. Hotel room! I laughed and laughed. But when I entered, I saw the beautiful room… a really nice high comfy bed, a really comfy armchair with pouf, a big bathroom, with a big bathtub and a very interesting magnifying mirror. I pulled the curtains and opened the door to the balcony. And I can feel the gust of the wind. The feeling is great. Wow! A little mountain tortoise cos I have nvr been to high class hotels actually. I just went around opening the cupboards, exploring and I didn’t notice that Alan was very anxious (cos the gifts were all over the place) and he kept getting my attention off these exploring by asking me to decide what I wana eat from the dinner menu.

3. after he ordered, he took a bag out from the cupboard. The one I saw in the cupboard and asked if the previous person who stayed here left it behind (how silly of me. How is that possible?) I look into the bag and all I could say was ‘OH MY GOD!’ it was a camera! The kind that I really really really like! My god. My dream camera I wanted like 3 years ago and it is mine now. Yes its mine! I was literally jumping in joy. He bought a colour that he hated, but he know I will love. :) lol… I really love this present!

4. ok, we waited for dinner, so watched some tv (dunno what we watching actually) and waited for dinner to come. And dinner came and my first time eating (like that) in the room, I dunno WHEN I should sit down and eat so I just stared at the server bringing all the food out and putting them on the table. I think the server was feeling kind of awkward so he asked us to sit down and have our dinner. Lol… such a romantic setting, know what’s our food? Ba kut teh. haha... actually that was mine. I didn’t mind the food cos it tasted better than his. Harhars… he ate the western food. The starter we really didn’t know what the hell is it. Like egg white stuff but tasted weird. We found out later on that it was cheese. I was kind of shy cos I have nvr experienced this before. And den I jokingly told him: ‘you better not get musicians ar’. And after he received a call, 2 guys came in. well dressed and with a guitar and a violin! Oh my god. I really wana slap myself. How true it was. Harhar… so shy lo. They just stood at a corner and face us and we sat down and started our dinner. I didn’t dare to talk loudly or laugh or have big actions cos it was like very disrespectful for them…. And my heart was thinking, this must be damn ex lar… maybe 200 lo…. The truth is 500 plus. Can dieeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~after our dinner we sat down and just enjoy the music…. And den I went to the toilet. ‘What a good timing!’ Alan must have thought. Because he just called and asked for cheesecake for me. And when I came out the cake was there and the musicians played the ‘happy birthday’ song. Its hard to describe this feeling…. Maybe a symbol :) represents better….

5. We were done with our dinner and the guy came and cleared the table and the musicians left. The next programme>… he brought me out of the hotel.. leading to the carpark opposite where the Singapore flyers are. And thats where we are really going! He already booked the tickets in advance. It came with a cocktail for each of us. and the funny part is we didn’t know we would be taking foto so it felt a bit like the factory procedure and we were the products. we just followed their instructions and smile and snapped, thata it. It was over in 2 seconds. Den we proceeded to the cabins. Only two of us in one cabin. Maybe there wasn’t a crowd ba that’s why we could be alone. It felt really fast. Like 20 mins so soon over…. Hmmm…how should I put it. it is something that you will find it just nice just experiencing once. Yup, that’s how I wanted to put it.

6. i was really tired because of so many programmes and surprises after surprises, i really wanted to go back and sleep in the big puffy bed. (i was also unwell at that period of time if you know). but he drove to mount faber. wanted to find a nice spot to stop but there were crowds around. hence, he just took out the chomel ring that he bought and gave it to me in the car. (cos when we met up, i kept looking at this ring but there isnt my size) however, he was disappointed cos he bought the wrong one... lol... i was ok with it because it was so bling bling! (anyway i lost it on the first day i wore it!!! crys! sorry dear!)

7.We went back to the hotel(finally haha..), bath and i really wana doze off already... and he took out the ice wine. i guess that was the first time i tried it. very sweeeettt..... i guess my brother will like it. he just like to try wine and champagne... and can drink hooch till he get drunk.... i quite like it. but i think it'll be great if there was something for us munch on.. :) maybe nachos would be good. didnt think of it at that point of time lar.... and there were 2 robes in a box and we just took out and put it on and snap fotos. (cos i nvr wore a robe b4. mountain tortoise ya) so just put it on lor... grins*

8. (i missed this out!) den he took out the really colourful box from one the drawers. (i saw that box as well but i really didnt suspect its for me. i thought it belongs to the hotel again.......) i opened the box and there were roses petal inside.. pink, white, red.... and a box (from prints i could recognize the cover straight away). i flip it only, a little scared to find out the content of it. and i read and couldnt control, i just cried. felt really sad. like why do you love me but your actions say otherwise. and why when i leave do you wana make me stay again... all the feelings were too overwheming. and after some talks here and there, i decided to give us a one last chance. no joke, really. not confident how far this stream would carry our boat down, but i will need to give it a try. at least, i tried. the sweetest thing you have done for me is the book, i really love all the fotos although some are stolen from the ones i gave you.... haha... :)

COnclusion:
this is the most expensive birthday i ever had. (with me spending nothing and alan spending everything). i really felt very princess and very special, not because of the value of the pressies and programmes but the effort to plan... it really matters. my colleague sour me, and say that a fulleton stay makes you back to him ar...., but she's wrong... the reason is: i was really touch. dear, would you dote me this much for .....................................

2009-05-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was labour day so I had a long weekend. Friday went to straighten the top part of my hair (to be strict enough, its like the upper half part of my hair) cos couldn’t stand the fizziness already. spent $75 bucks.Den went shuqin’s house for mahjong. 2 pots won 70 bucks. Been such a long time since I had this feeling already lor…. So shiok when you wait for cards that gives you 5 tai and you got it. most shiok is one particular round, once I open my cards, I am waiting for 4 shuo to fill up in between 3 and 5 shuo. And either 1 tong or 4 tong to hu. Den I self draw both. So its men qing, ping hu, zhi mo! This is the feeling I like the best. Lol… very often its not about the money that you win but about the feeling when your cards are wad you want. And not keep drawing things you don’t want. Worse is when your upper ka dun feed you. alan always hated me as his upper ka. I know. Lol.. I did feed you ok. Just that you felt its not enough lor….

Saturday met shuann and Sharon. Still as crappy. Bad ar,that they make alan carried their bags and laptop. That day alan was like the male maid. Nan yong.. lol… We watched 17 again. Quite nice movie lar. the typical humorous English teen movies. Yup. That’s how I classify it. Come to look at it there isn’t really any nice movie recently ya? Want to go to the movies but nothing to choose from. We watched ar cineleisure. 10 bucks per ticket. As usual. But there is a promotion: complimentary of 1 small combo (popcorn and drink) for each person. !!!! Wow. But it was too much. They should give 1 small combo for 2 pax instead of 1 I feel. They are really my rubbish friends. Poly gossip about other classes. Graduate already our shuann aunty still gossip about the lesbian and the ah lian who wrote in her blog that she hopes kids choke on magnets. Can die… I almost forgot about this but she reminded me that this was a big huha at that time. So kaypo hor aunty shuann. And I told them about my birthday and their reaction super funny..

Sharon: how much alan spend?
San: about 3k lor.S
haron: wowlao alan! Spend on my $30 I happy already lor! Bring me go kopitiam eat can liao!
Shuann: you cook for me I’m happy liao!
San and Alan: laughing and laughing…

Sunday went Tampiness 1. heard a new shopping centre opened so alan and I went to take a look. Hmmm… quite ok lar. not really in a shopping mood. Just bored so just went round the shopping centre. Went to this Japanese restaurant. Concept is like masha. Shit I think I spell it wrongly. Its like you have a card and den you go to the different stalls selling different food and den you pay at the counter. Maybe it is a new restaurant. They are pretty slow and disorganized. And got us waiting for quite a few things for a few times. And the fish we ordered grilled came uncooked. So it was a pretty bad dining experience. Hmmm… go with more friends at non peak hour is suggested.

2009-04-30T13:09:00.002+08:00

went for dental appointment today. the dentist was supposed to give me a syringe to flush out food stuck in my gym (caused by extraction of tooth) but he didnt so i hadta go back again. slept till 8 so reach dental centre about 945. lol. (i still hadta work after that, didnt take leave. just told them that i will come in later) the doctor helped me clean the holes in my gum and gave me this syringe with a needle like thingy attached to it. he's quite nice. talk a lot. cos i told him i still have the pain in my jaw. and he told me it might be muscle prob as i told him the syptoms that came with it. so, still on medication. i have been constantly on medication like for 3 months. kept fallin sick. all the pain i believed started/ is linked to this pain in my jaw. i pray that i will be healthy and be freed from all these soon!

please bless me with good health!

2009-04-29T13:50:00.008+08:00

my pretty cousin...

2009-04-29T12:51:00.004+08:00

this is a pretty ugly entry. be prepared before you scroll down k. there is an image of my teeth (already extracted). i threw them away already cos the blood is turning black and its disgusting. and my face was like a hamburger. i didnt bit anything in the picture before. my chin was swollen. so sad. now quite back to original shape but i see more double chin! shit! is it the ice cream?

2009-04-29T09:25:00.003+08:00

i have this thing bothering me. i feel that some of my friends shun me when i have a boyfriend. i tried to tell myself 'dun be so sensitive' but another way: i tried to think hard of the reason WHY.
i just find that they are less willing to talk/hang out with me. i know that if a couple is together, it is important that they do not live only in their own fairy tale world.
thats why i meet alan's friends, go out with them. and alan comes with me to my friends. it might not be easy for both my friends and my boyfriend to gt along but i try. i believe my friends and my bf will come to like what I like about them given ample time. Just a bit sad that my balancing beam is not aligned.

2009-04-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

alan ask me why didnt i blog about my birthday with him so that i will remember it.
hmmm.. cos it has been over for quite a while and i already posted the photos in facebook.
and wei lun always occupies the com at home!

past one week i was at home. nothing much to do except house work. my mum went back to malaysia to take care of my grandma so i had to help out with the housework. very glad that my brothers are well-trained by my mum to help out with the household chores as well so it lightened my load! the highlight of these things i did was: i cooked dinner! though very simple stuff. i should take pictures of it. lol. i think i roughly know how to cook through some experiences in hos and vie bar.

and i am happy that bai wei xiu won the main lead actress rather than ou xuan. lol..yeah.

2009-04-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

after watching and being Alvin's assistant for the past two times,i tried to boil the mushroom soup myself today.

hmmm...i think i did quite ok. only forgot to buy flour so soup a bit watery and alan's sister say a bit salty. but i still quite like. lol.there's always room for improvement! :)

2009-04-18T13:24:00.002+08:00

i just took out my four wisdom teeth yesterday morning.
i was really excited about it cos i have got 8 days mc! lol.
When i reach the dental centre, i still wasnt very nervous.
the procedure:

they assess if i am healthy, any flu, cough, fever.
told me the risk of the operation again: which is 1% of prolong numbness in my chin, lip/ tongue.
another risk is the upper gum might have a hole and water will flow to my nose and for that i have to go back for another operation to mend it back.
change into the operation robe.
finally when i went in to the operation i starting getting nervous...
a nurse pasted strips on my chest, to monitor my heart beat. then a doctor inserted a needle to my left back of my hand. that hurts man. and they asked me to breath in oxygen from a mask and the other doctor injected the anesthesia to my left hand. that was really painful. i can feel the pain flowing in my hand to my arm. open and close my eyes twice and i was gone. asleep.
i was woken by the nurse to find myself in the ward. very drowsy, i just nod and shake my head to their questions.
the nurse feed me stuff like ribena and it causes me a lot of phelgm. 3 pieces of gauze filled my both side of gum each.
when i reach home, i clear my phlegm, together with a lot of blood... yucks.
well, my face is swollen now, but i still di siao, use my front teeth to eat a bit of satay and nuggets. ice cream and ice kacang are my favourite now...
but other than that, been eating porridge!
hope san san recover soon!