Date: Thursday, August 13, 2009
why do ppl take advantages of especially the weak?
it makes me really sad to be home recently. my dad is having a rough time. no more of working for the starhub cabelling stuff. all thanks to my mum's younger imature brother, my daddy lost money over buying of the van (for the sake of this imature brother who says my dad will need this vehicle in order for smooth running of work) . and now the van belongs to this clever younger brother's 'bastard yet so call friend', who runs the company.
and didnt wana release full pay for to my dad. fuck him.
didnt have to buy over the vehicle YET bloody helly own it. fuck him.
didnt wana pay the money that my dad paid for to buy materials for the job. fuck him.
can i hate this clever uncle?
can i hate the fucking bastard boss?
can i just take a gun and place the bullet in their fucking brains?
can i help my dad?
alan told me not to worry. at least my dad is doing something. at least he is going to get class 5 license, den look for a job. at least he isnt lying around and waiting for money to drop from the sky. i agree, yet i cant fail to feel the pain, when i hear him having sleepless night, complaining about his weak heart. and i cant help it but cry just at the thought of it - my dad is having a hard time. i dunno who he can talk to , i dun see him happily engaged in any hobby, i dun see him spending money all on himself. he devoted so much of his life to the family. and such a shame, to have a daughter who cant even provide much for the family.
pls god, pls, pls be kinder to my parents.
Signing Off~