Date: Friday, July 17, 2009
i was on msn last 2 nights. i was really bored so i watched shows on youtube.
and i chatted with rubbish friends like sharon and shuann and i cant stop laughing. my mum keep repeating: 'you mad ar?' but i just had felt a lot joy hearing their bull shits.
last night my primary school friend came to talk to me. and ask if my number has changed.
i chatted with her a little and realise she is having a cold war with her husband. and i know that her body is pretty weak ( she is very very small size. smaller than sharon) and she has 2 kids already (got married at 16 if i remember correctly). she messaged me today to borrow money from me. i was like: 'hai....' am i all that is to you? i haben contact her for like 1 or 2 years and thats when we talk its abt this.
i lent her b4. since its only a small sum so i didnt ask for it back. now she's asking for another small sum. i feel that i am selfish. because intially i turned her down as i thought she need by the hundreds. and i cant just give and tell myself its not gonna come back (thats what a lot of ppl tell me. when you lend others money, treat it as it wont come back). but sorry, i cant. those are my hard earned how to just give and thats it?
i find her very poor thing. has a husband, both she and her husband working, but have to borrow just that bit of money. hai.
how should i feel? feel sorry for her? or dun follow her foot step. i'm sorry, i just need to say it out. thats all. ok, gotta go transfer her money. byeesss.....
Signing Off~