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life is about making frantic choices.

Date: Tuesday, April 01, 2008


recently so stress about planning on my studies and everything. and now my bro can get into any poly as well, and he is going through the same shit as his dear sis. i advise tt he go higher nitec den to poly den army den study again. this is wad i propose. but this dear bro dun have a fantastic idea of wad fantastic course he wana go to! how do i even help you when you are so lazy and unbothering about everything? its not tt i wana complain about you but i'm stress enough. pls put in effort to handle your own stuff k. nobody can be there for you like for a young boy. grow up.

ok, my decision is somehow about changing to singaporean, apply for nafa 3yrs diploma in either visual communcations, or about designing of gems and jewel or teaching arts, den to work as designer or nie and teach art in school. this is plan A.

plan b, i might go for degree in ntu in pyschology or sociology. i am only 50% certain on this which clearly states that i am so uncertain. because my daddy wants her daughter to go for a degree and get a cert.

darren told me : if you cant decide wad you like to do, den think of what you dun like and eliminate them!

ok here it goes:

i hate standing the whole day to serve incorrigible customers who mess up nicely folded clothes= no retail.
i cant even master singapore's map and hate memoriz\ing the book of history back to front and so tour guide is no no.
with no satisfaction on overall appearance=no air stewardess
f&b is a place i will love as a waitress but hate as a manager so NO!
police, accountant, cleaner, it freak, artist, PR all no!

Signing Off~