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Date: Monday, June 04, 2007


i love watching shows.
the taiwan dramas, featuring love stories of different characters.
how they met, fall in love, meet with obstacles, and overcome obstacles, and end up together..
i always giggle at the cute couples, and tear at the pain they go through, curse the thrid party that stirs storm, and smile, envious of their love, bond and trust so strong.

sometimes i questioned:, does this happen in real life?
often i remark:, its fake. its just a show. nobody can embraced a love so deep.
deep down. i am actually envious.
very envious.
i want it to be real.
but reality says it only happens in shows.

and so now, i dunno if i love or hate the stories.
i couldnt get it. and i drown myself in the stories of others.

Signing Off~