bar was oh my god.
Date: Sunday, February 25, 2007
work last night.
i just felt like poking a sharp point at my throat.
i'm still so unclear about the closing of cashier larz.
the different style of guiding me and putting me into the right track and the right tone for being a bar maid at cab is so tough to accept.
its so challenging to 'jing ru zhuang kuang'.
do i really have to be arrogant to be good at it?
dave: 'cannot cannot take it ar. haha.. scarly tomorrow send in resignation letter. dun disappoint me ar....'
san: i wont de lar/.
and i am so boiling argh.
its ok to share a funny clip.
but it is not funny, to just come into the bar to just bark bark.
and laugh.
and bark and laugh/
why wont you consider ma feelings?\
eveerything about me is a joke?
is something for you to laugh yr heart out and grin with?
stop it.
i dun get the point why i keep telling myself to do so much, to try to be friends.
and there you are., every time i try, every step you ruin.
giving up soon....
Signing Off~
