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Date: Sunday, December 10, 2006
as you all know, i was duper excited about this trip to thailand.
and so i wanted all those to be as excited as me.,
these were their reaactioonns.
huis: 12 days to thailand!
jacq: hai. dunno got enough money anot...'
huis:yeah! 11 more days to thailand!
melvin: oh. ya.
huis: 10 days away from thailand!
wei long: ya lor. 10 days.
huis: 9 days to thailand le!
chris: hai sian. must spend money.
huis: 8 days to thailand!
adeline: ya, so fast hor.
you see you see... they are all like argh.......
its ok, i will be happy still. cos its 7 days away.
i really need a break. i am about to say STOP!
end it all!
just talk to my parents about me going to malaysia to serve 3 mths of army.
all my friends oppose me going.
i dun wana go as well!
they told me that it is fine, our relatives went and they are safe and in a piece still, and they have changed from the 'may get rape' to the 'wont get touched' so i will be fine...
its not that i am being stupid or trying to act pathetic.
but i just cant deny the fact that i am freaked out!
i know nuts about malay,
i know nobody there,
i ccut out contact and warmth from my close ones for 3 dreathful months.
how do i accept it?
cries*
Signing Off~