my sandbag, my life journey, my love
i was high ? 14.12.06
Date: Thursday, December 14, 2006
i went changi hospital to visit jacq's granny yesterday. it was kind of heartache to see an old lady's wrinkled hand with bruises resulting from the poking of needles through.
i left the hospital earlier than jacq. went to drop a letter at his door, the immediate reaction was disappointing. but, it turned out ok later on. (:
den, i went to meet ron for a drink.
went barcode. 2 bucket of carls. that was what we had. i
was really happy that he is getting married. haha... i tease him, finally this old man here is getting married. (:
he had alot of worries. worried as he has gotta commit his all to his family soon. and it is a huge responsibility.! but i am sure he will be able to play these roles well (:
he told me that the world is a practical one.
everyone has to be fake. being too nice only shows that you are fragile. he saw the me now as the past him.
saying that i was too true and this, might cause myself lots of wounds.
hmm.. kind of sad to accept this reality isnt it./ at least, i am.
i am really glad that i met you ron! u are too nice already lar. haha...
and guess what, i wll call him kor from now.
well, it sounds childish to be gan ge ge and gan mei mei, but i have an elder bro to take care of me. isnt it great?
i was really shey though we didnt drink alot.
might b, i drunk too fast. with some tears, and nose block..
rather uncomfortable.
i couldnt open my eyes to open my lock,
and i ended up slapping down on my sofa.
then some things happen.
and evrythin is fine now i believe. be nice to me!.. (:
Signing Off~