somethin to think about?
this is how the story goes:
i have this very regular caucasian couple who comes vie like about 4/5 days a week.
they are kind of in the mid or late 40s. i think so.
they are not those damn loving kind , quarrels a little when they get high.
however, they still look kind of love each other and as such, they are bf and gfs as i shall say.
but, today, i was kinda shock.
the couple came about 8 and left.
the guy had some stella on hold, den he came back about1.
he came with a girl form another bar.(he was very high i could see)
a "dirty" bar nearby vie.
so that girl is 'openly open for guys'.
and the girl sat on his lap, and rub his area to get him high and went toilet together.
and i was lik huh????
well./ i was kind of sad to see this situation.
i feel that it is so sad that i would not be able to trust my judgement base on the things i see./
like i feel that he will be devoted to his gf but he wasnt. or mayb u call this just out for a show?
or just playing and fooling around but the guy will still go back to the girl at the end of the day?
yes, we are human beings.
yes, we have uncontrollable emotions.
yes we have needs.
but can this be overcomed or can anythin be done to it instead of the 'always done / excuses as reason ' way?
i find it hard to trust not only me but everything i see./
Signing Off~
