ob test? i flunk?
Date: Wednesday, June 14, 2006
oh yaya... i fail my ob... by 3 and a half marks.. i thought i would pass. because i didnt leave any blank..
so now i know, i actually filled in wrong answers for so many parts of it..it didnt matter laRS.. i didnt study well for it anyways..
its ok, there's someone takin the re test with me (: haha...
i didnt know if it was pure clumsiness or was it accompanied by low luck, the choopin board actually fell on my head! that moment, when it hit me, it was so painful i started to tear.. oh god.. there's a bum on my head already.. u know somwthin.. some part of me teared bec\ause it really hurts.. some part of me, was questionin, why doesnt anyone realise i'm in pain? i began to think of days at hos,
when my bleedin finger was plastered..
when my hand was held onto to stop me peelin my skin off..
when i had too much dishes to wash, there'll b someone to wash with me..
when i am tired, someone can b forced to give me a little massage..
when a cust is irritatin, someone will b there to share the same complains..
when i cry,someone will offer some tissue to wipe it off...
but now, work means WORK.
nobody understands..
nobody knows that cursin eddie and sarah doesnt reduce any degree of hurt and hatred../...
nobody realise that i was so helpless, so givin up...
nobody knows that that was not only a job, but a place i treat as my own, an impt part of my life..
everyone just thinks that i had a time of heaven at hos and no where else would ever satisfy my requirement as a job..
everyone just feel that it was just a rice bowl and can b easily replaced..
everyone just take it as a change of job/.. simple and easy/..
i know, everythin is now in a state whereby complainin is just a means of frustrations.. so bear with me pls..
light up my life., put a smile to ma face. (: just like this,. will you?
Signing Off~