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Sand fly bites

Date: Thursday, June 16, 2016


I suffered from sand fly bites recently, at least thats what my gp doctor. I had no clue when, where, why, how it happened because i did not visit any park or beach or the jungle or desert or anywhere near the sand flies habitat. I googled but couldnt really find much information describing the symptoms and hence i decided to pen it down for the benefit of others.

I begun with numerous "mosquito bites" looking small pink dots on my right leg, mostly crowding at my thigh area just above my knee. I discovered it all of a sudden due to its itch. There were a few bites on my left leg too, though rather few compared to my right. The itch was not killing me, it was pretty mild, bearable and stopped itchy once i stopped touching it. The itch came and go away infrequently for a period of one week. It didn't bother me too much as i could still dress (revealing the bites by wearing dress above my knees), eat, play, sleep normally. However, my best friend, my boss and my mum kept questioning if it was bed bugs in my house. It totally freaks me out. For safety measures, i flipped my house upside down (exaggerating i know, its just my mattress, carpet and sofa) to check for any sight of bugs but thank god i didn't find any. nonetheless, I still went ahead to the polyclinic to consult the doctor. I described my symptoms, showed the doctor my bites, doctor didn't really gave any diagnosis, was given hydrocortisone 1% (steroid) to apply since the bites wasn't eating me up.


Week 1
 
 

 
At the beginning of week 2, the spots suddenly got unbearably itchy. I couldn't help but kept on scratching it. I scratched it so much that it got inflamed. The bites have transformed from tiny little pink dots to big angry red inflamed spots bigger than 0.5cm. It was so itchy and irritated even when i was walking to the train station and my dress (now long dress to hide the "diseased looking" spots all over my legs) was brushing against my legs. I had to bit my lips to not scratch it every minute. I was leaving hong kong for work the end of the 2nd week so i knew things have gotten really serious and i needed medication now. Went to the gp doctor, requested for a jab. Doctor gave me a jab which consist of anti-inflammation, steroid and anti itching properties (hydrocortisone 100mg and chlorpheniramine), oral medication of cetirizine and prednisolone and tropical cream betamethasone . It gave me temporary relief. Over the next few days, the spots seemed to be in control, but new ones were still appearing everyday. In Hong Kong, it felt like lesser new ones were appearing though. for your information, Hong Kong was at about the same temperature as Singapore at that point of time. i bought this cream in hong kong which comprises of diphenhydramine hci 2%, calamine 2%, centrimide 0.5% and Tolnaftate 1.0% and felt it was great in relieving the itchness. (couldnt find it in Singapore, checked with a friend's nurse friend). by the way, calamine lotion and tea tree oil gave me no relief at all. boo to them.

 
Week 2
 


 
Now it has been the beginning of week 3. what was bothering me was, new ones were still appearing everyday. i am about to cry looking at the massive ugliness the bites have created on my legs. they look big, dark colored (some more reddish, some brown), slightly protruding and it rips my heart even more than new ones were still appearing every fxxking day (please pardon my language). it meant that i am not recovering from it. i was assuming from the research on google, that sand flies' saliva is toxic and it must be my body having an allergic reaction to it. but 3 weeks seems far too long and i was really afraid it might mean that the female ones are laying eggs and growing beneath my skin, hence no complete recovery!! ( i was scaring myself btw) went to doctor the 3rd time now, at a polyclinic with the intention to be asked to be referred to the national skin centre. described my symptoms, medicine jabbed, taken orally, applied tropically, everything i could told him. No diagnosis from doc from polyclinic again (sorry i don't find them good at all), just said he will refer me to national skin centre and they will be in a better position to give me advise. appointment was 6 weeks later. 3rd doc gave me loratadine and chlorphenamine maleate because i still have tropical cream.

Week 3
 

Middle of week 4, which is the time when i am writing this post, feeling the bites have calmed down, majority of spots have gone flat down (about 95% of them) , slightly lighter brown, did not find anymore new spots appearing. feeling less depressed, more relieved, before i could find the strength and heart to pen this down.

i think that adding a slice of lemon to my drinking water helps reduce the appearance of new spots. i observed lesser spots in hong kong because of this habit, and when i did it again from week 3 after visiting the doctor, i felt this works. i was assuming it had detox effect on my body, as well as replenishing vitamin c in me. this is something i felt had worked for me.

hence my advise to sand fly bites are to not scratch them (i know, easy to say though to do because i scratched like a mad woman), see a doctor, a better doctor, apply the cream and take the medicine religiously, observe the bites, adjust your diet to reduce sugar, processed meat, white carbs, fried food and increase your veg and fruits intake. have a slice of lemon in your drinking water too.
Week 4
 

and lastly, i hope you are free from sand fly bites problem soon!


Love,

Hui San.


 




Signing Off~

Date: Friday, July 12, 2013


 My biggest wish now at 26 years old, is to be able to draw and produce garments of my own. I want to achieve this so badly. I want to succeed and be able to do what I like. And love what u do. I seem to be stuck at a place for too long. I have the passion and ability and what I need is to be confident and trust in myself.

TRUST yourself tan hui san.

Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, June 13, 2013


Full of emotions when we met Annette and Willie with shar today. Talked about the issues that only they can wholeheartedly understand what the fuck is going on here.. Miss them so much still. It's been years but I still miss them so much.



Irreplaceable best managers I had.



Signing Off~

Date: Wednesday, June 12, 2013


How much have I neglected this place where I call my own? Fb doesn't seem like such a perfect place  to pen down my saddest or rattling too much. They are friends all over the world from all over the years who are not close to your heart and may roll their eyes when they see you complaining too much.

Some updates of what is happening close to me.

Dad will complete chemo in a couple of weeks. The doctor in charge at national cancer center still wants to meet my dad after the last cycle of chemo and said he wants to give him something good. Perhaps vitamins or boosters? He just said he will tell us during the next visit. Lets wait till then and shall see what he says. Cancer is such a frightening sickness. First it strike my mum, and 6 months later den my dad. I felt it really tore my family apart. We couldn't handle what was happening. Especially me, crying and breaking down and so often, I ask god, why is this happening to me? Why my parents? I still don't get it till today. Did we all do bad stuffs in our previous lives and paying back now? Who can tell me the answer? Not feeling so positive. I know, I need to be stronger! From here, I realize how important insurance is because if you are not covered financially, you worry about getting adequate care and treatment and you worry about every other thing. It just flooded my mind because after my dad, I am the only source of income for the family. I am confident to say that I am pretty covered. Though the premium every month is rather taxing. What I learn from My insurance agent the categories I bought:

Hospitalization: except for birth and observational purposes, the bill is fully covered. Of course t&c applies.
Accident plan which I didn't buy. Even for injuries from basketball trainings like twisted ankle is claimable.
Life insurance: covers 30 critical illness including disability, kidney failure, cancer etc...
I also bought one to cover in particular female illnesses. Since this is the killer nowadays. It covers like breast and cervical cancer etc.
savings is also an important element I emphasize a lot to my younger brothers. It doesn't matter how much you can do, a comfortable amount lets say $100 a month I felt is good enough.

Ok I realize blogging is kind of tiring. I'll rest for now!


Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, August 21, 2012


i chose the first butterfly! half done da dang!



Signing Off~

Date: Sunday, July 22, 2012


i have been attending a couple of water colour painting classes, actually more than a couple.... i can already see a huge improvement in my work and i hope you can see it too...! if you give me a lot of money now, i would make the crucial step and go into painting lessons, like really attending school.


im really excited about this water colour painting because after doing the SOP paintings from cherry-landscape-lotus-zebra-rooster-window, i can now choose my own image to paint! :)


and i hope it will not be too boring for you because i am choosing my all time fav, butterfly.....


these are the 4 images I'm currently considering:


which one should i choose? i love them all! :)






Signing Off~

Date: Sunday, June 24, 2012


i looked through my wishes and i realised that i've actually completed most of them!

*right now i think i'm 49 kg. maybe even lesser.ok dont be envious. i need a more curvy body which i will figure out a way to make it happen.

*i already went taiwan in april yr 2010! yeah~

*already signed up for facials, IPL treatments, hair treatments. great!

*i joined a gym 2 yrs ago but sadly, its kinda a waste of money cos i haven been there regularly. argh~

*till today i have no guts and motivation and the extra cash to learn driving. ok, i'll put this on hold for 10 yrs. lol

*and i learnt knitting. wow! i didnt realise i actually wrote this. i picked up knitting because i wanted to teach my mum how to do it and she can kill her time in malaysia as we cant go back so often to accompany her. its been 4 months and i have yet to complete my shawl. needless to say, i havent taught my mum the skill! well, i will ok. someday, when she is back at home.

* since mum hasnt been around for a couple of months, i have been the head chef in the tan family. its kinda of fun and i really feel a sense of satisfaction when i manage to whip up a nice dish or meal, and i get compliments from my family, but, it is also very tedious and time consuming. i like it, but i would prepare assistants to clean up after the meal! :)

* surgery hasnt happen yet. thousands are out of my budget at the moment. i want to earn more more more money!!!!!  


70% completed. well done san san! :) loves



Signing Off~

Date: Wednesday, June 20, 2012






Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, June 19, 2012


hao xiang hao xiang ta....


ke shi, huisan, bu yao na meh ben le! ta mei you xiang ni! ta xiang de shi ling yi ge nu ren...................

Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, June 07, 2012


did i mention that i brought janice home on my birthday?
i missed her so much and i told jean i'll just bring janice home for a couple of hours, spend some quality with her.


she wanted to have fishball noodles for dinner so i bought it for her. back at home while i was feeding her, alan gave her a fries. i told alan not to do that because it is gonna be difficult for me to bring her over if she fall sick right after we fetch her home. alan thought its actually quite harmless, but knowing that i am protective, he said ok. i was distracted and was doing something else when janice tap my tigh and open her mouth, showing me fries in her mouth. that means, alan fed her another fries! i scolded alan for it. then alan laugh and told janice, 'janice, you betrayed me!' lol.... that was so hilarious. a small girl actually gave alan away.


love this. its so memorable :) love you janice. love you alan :)

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, May 04, 2012


how infrequent you see me here is how busy i have been.
at work, work is piling up at my desk, endless piles...... a 'senior' added to your title doesnt only mean appreciation and confirmation of your hard work and ability, but it also means much more responsibilities! with a blink of eye, i realise i've been with space for 4 years! another blink of eye, i'm already 25! time really flies..... meet up with old friends were like 'how's yr studies?' , 'when are you graduating?', 'do you have a bf?' bla bla bla.... to now, 'where's yr bf/husband?', 'when you getting your flat' and 'when are you getting married'? its all part of growing up right? i know :)

going back to malaysia to see my mum tml to celebrate for her birthday and mothers' day in advance. its the first year i have to think hard and through to buy a gift for 2 aunties, my mum, and my grandma. its the first yr i have to buy presents for other mums but i really should because this is one way we can show that we really are appreciative and thankful for them taking care of our mum. miss my mum. miss her cooking the most..i miss janice as much. glad to be even able to see updated photos of her on her mum's fb.....

life hasnt been too good. more stress, more quarrels, more headache stuffs recently, but i know i have to hang on. tough time wont last, tough people will. am i right? :)



Signing Off~

Date: Monday, February 20, 2012


life has been really different for us now.
my life at home is filled with household chores.. boring~~
there are more burdens as compared to before too......

but i take the household chores as a training ground, a stepping stone for ME to move on to take charge of a house and a home with Alan. i hope to brush up on my culinary skill the most.
good luck to me :)

oh ya,i am currently trying to start from zero, to learn how to knit! reason: wanted to learn and teach my mum so she has something to do in malaysia... in the end, i was almost on the verge of giving up countless times.. it is super tough for me! looks like a chicken feet skill when you master it but the knit/ purl/ cast on/ getting the right string and remembering the next step was drowning me...... managed to get this after about 2 weeks. everything there's a mistake, im stucked, i'll have to ask my amateur teacher Miss Koh. haha.... enjoy teasing her because she doesnt really get angry! wanted to put up a sneak preview to my first knitting piece - a shawl but com not functioning properly.... another day ba!


alright, back to folding clothes now-.-

Signing Off~

Date: Sunday, January 08, 2012



so love KOI!

love green tea machiacto!!!

yummy!!

:)



Signing Off~

Date: Monday, January 02, 2012


december had been such an overwhelming month! its the time of the year that most
people are taking clearing their leaves, taking their time to choose christmas presents,
decorate the trees and i am like working like a cow everyday. fortunately, i have a
bunch of good colleagues! this year's christmas and new year feels very different.
Because, its the first year that Alan Teo did not work at Cabana. my christmas eve and
actual day were mostly for me to rest. and at New Year's Eve, i went shopping, dinner
and countdown at clark quay with my rubbish friends. there were like 3 ppl stoning
while we were cheering away but it was ok. Shuann and I know how to entertain
ourselves! Haha!~


i expect that 2012 will be another busy year for me.

the must do list for 2012:
1. must take goooood care of myself - from top to toe ya! improve my complexion, my
hair, my figure etc.....
2. must go overseas with my girlfriends.
3. must master/improve much much more in my drawing/ sketching/ painting skill
4. must put in more effort in our relationship

:)


Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, October 20, 2011


i heard this from a women on a show. she wrote this on her blog:

when you cry in front of a man, there can be 2 reactions from them.

1st: they will console you. but you will find them insincere and they actually do not understand so why bother to console?

2nd: they will ignore you. when they do that, you will totally understand that they are not the ones who loves you.

if you cry in front of them 10 times,they might console you, but after umpteen times, they will ask 'why are you crying AGAIN~'.

to conclude, do not shed your tears in front of a man. it does you no good.

Signing Off~

Date: Sunday, June 19, 2011


its kinda irritating.
when we jolly well know that she is not good enough, and he still keeps believing in her.
it is obvious that she liked someone else, so i hope he can wake up, and give up.
you are still so young, you can definitely meet another one who knows how to appreciate you.
its her lost. i cant be bothered about how she feels since she doesn't think of how you feel.
i hate it when i feel that she has broken up with you, yet doesn't wana let you go.
come on, you will understand what i mean in future.

and girl, stop acting as the victim when you are the one who decide to break up. it is extremely irritating.

period.




Signing Off~

Date: Friday, May 20, 2011


Now think about it, when was the last time I went for enrichment or upgrading classes?
After I left poly, it seems like I’ve stayed stagnant. And I left school 4 years ago!
I’m so rusty now! That isn’t very good huh!

The big BUT:
I’ve decided to go back into brushing up my drawing skills. :)
The first step I’m gonna take is to go to the painting class that Hazel is attending right now.
I’ll be joining the beginner’s class. I guess it’s a separate class from hazel then?
She must be intermediate or higher now…look at her work!!!
Its 6 classes for $300 and each lesson last 3 hrs.
After I get the hang of this, I would like to go for fashion figure drawing, then sewing classes.

Sometimes I feel like a young adult, who doesn’t really want to grow up; who doesn’t really know what she wants.
In fact, deep down in my heart, I know what I enjoy doing; I know what makes me happy and when I do it, it is not homework, it is not extra assessments, it is not endless work.
IT IS interest, it is passion and it is LOVE.

Signing Off~

Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011


ok, its really happening. I'M ENGAGED!

at first a couple of ppl asked me if i was engaged and i replied them no lar!
because i thought that there's a ceremony for engagement! afterwards, i got to know that engagement ceremonies are only practice by muslim. so for us, proposal ALREADY MEANS engagement.

Alan Teo shocked me with a proposal on my birthday. it wasnt very much like how i imagined or seen it on dramas though. actually it is totally different from what i imagined and saw on shows.
he sang 'this i promise you' (OMG)... then present the dozen of red roses, kneel down and then i saw the ring.

i make alot of noise saying that he didnt like you know, say things to tell me he loves me and will take care of me for the rest of my life bla bla bla..... but after some thoughts, that is so not him right. so i've decided to be contented with what i have. hahaha....

what i like most is the ring because i love bling bling. from the side, i can see the whole diamond shape. and this is a real diamond! its 0.4 carat.
I LIKE. grins**

this is quite random but can you believe it? i'm already 24! it felt like i was 19 yesterday.... this speed of me turning old is really freaking me out. tomorrow i'll be 30! ARGH!!!! luckily i'm wanted. lol... oh come on, i am actually very loveable, of cos im wanted :)

i'm waiting for my dad to pick me up from work now. and he's here! to be continued~

Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, March 08, 2011



i think, no actually i am sure, i love a baby girl more. even though i love baby boy too.


i found lots of love and comfort from her.


sometimes, when my day went really bad, i could reach home to find her asking me to play with her. her little actions are so cute i cant reject her sometimes.....


she cant talk well yet. just simple words like: 'Jie Jie, please, sorly, help, chips chips, want (in chinese) can make me laugh out really loud...


love her to the bits. sometimes i wished she was mine.

LOVE JANICE :)








Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, February 17, 2011


something to make me feel better:

It got crowded in heaven so, for one day and one day only, it was decided to only accept people who had really bad day on the day they died.
St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates and said to the first man, "Tell me about the day you died." The man said, "Oh, it was awful. I was sure my wife was having an affair, so I came home early to catch her with him. I searched all over the apartment but couldn't find him anywhere. So I went out onto the balcony, we live on the 25th floor, and found this man hanging over the edge by his fingertips. I went inside, got a hammer, and started hitting his hands. He fell, but landed in some bushes. So, I got the refrigerator and pushed it over the balcony and it crushed him. The strain of the act gave me a heart attack, of which I died from."
St. Peter couldn't deny that this was a pretty bad day, and since it was a crime of passion, he let the man in. He then asked the next man in line about the day he died. "Well, sir, it was awful," said the second man. "I was doing aerobics on the balcony of my 26th floor apartment when I twisted my ankle and slipped over the edge. I managed to grab the balcony of the apartment below, but some maniac came out and started pounding on my fingers with a hammer. Luckily I landed in some bushes. But, then the guy dropped a refrigerator on me!"
St. Peter chuckled, let him into heaven and decided he could really start to enjoy this job. "Tell me about the day you died?” he said to the third man in line. "OK, picture this; I'm naked, hiding inside a refrigerator...."

Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, February 15, 2011


the hardest is when you make a decision, and there's no way to reverse it once decided.
nobody can tell me whats right whats wrong.
its all up to me.

Signing Off~

Date: Wednesday, February 09, 2011


i'm having really bad mornings recently.
pardon me if i frown or talk lesser ya?

Signing Off~

Date: Wednesday, October 13, 2010


郭靜-嫁妝


Jacq introduced me this song, and said that once she heard it, she thought of us :)

Signing Off~

Date:


'
(Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.This is to all the parents out there...)

i saw this whole thing in facebook. isnt it really meaningful?
i love my mum and dad :)


Signing Off~

Date: Friday, October 08, 2010




I was so excited – this was on my ‘TO DO’ list since I know that there is such technology nowadays.

Found a good deal, I deem it a good deal for underarm ipl.
Caught a promotion and its just at millennia walk parco!!!
$188 nett for unlimited IPL sessions for the underarm area.
Unlimited means?? LIFETIME.
Isn’t it worth it??? Let’s calculate, if you need to go for the treatment every 2 months, for 3 years, each treatment will cost:
$10.44 each. Isn’t it such a good deal??? And I am sure I wont do it for only 3 years~
**Reduce hair growth, make hair finer, lighting skin colour…This is what IPL treatment is suppose to do.
Lets see how it goes.

I went for the first treatment today. Change into their clothes so the gel doesn’t stain mine.
The girl covered my eyes and put on glasses for me as well. (the following description solely depends on sense of hearing and touch as I couldnt see a thing)
Then, she shaved my underarm, cleanse it (remove the deodorant).
Next, she applied a layer of cold gel, and used a machine to… how do I call that… (is it something like laser? ) there was like beams of light used to kill hair cells.
Den, clean away the gel, and place cold pad on the underarm and remove, wipe it. Lastly apply lotion and it was done!
Not much pain, only felt it slightly when the machine was used. Felt like rubber snapped.

For the next 14 days, the hair will fall off gradually. I want to raise my hands and be confident about it!! :)







Signing Off~

Date: Wednesday, September 15, 2010


I’ve been kind of gloomy lately.
Not the first time I’ve said it but I really feel kinda sad to know that my managers are leaving the company.
Felt like they were my pillar of righteous, justice and knowledge… lol~ and some things are not going to be the same anymore.
I am fortunate to have had them as my managers. They really taught me a lot.
I believe they will do very well in their business. Jiayou!~

Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, September 09, 2010


i was so excited when i saw that they brought the traditional taiwan snacks over to singapore for the mid autumn festival!

all the delicious food keep running up and down my mind. and i am drowling just thinking of it!


-OYSTER OMLETTE-



-OYSTER MEE SUA-



-WILD BOAR SAUSAGE-



-TASTY SHAVE ICE-



-FRIED CHICKEN CUTLET-



-FERMENTED BEANCURD-




-WHITE BITTERGOURD JUICE WITH HONEY-




-PORK BALL SOUP-



~!!none you should miss!!~


this Night market will start on 8th September and ends on 22nd September at clarke quay.


I STARED AT ALAN AND SAID: 'I MUST GO' :)


Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, September 07, 2010


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張靚穎-如果這就是愛情
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Signing Off~

Date:



i called his mobile, i hinted him, and i posted on his wall.
he said he will ask my brother to get it for me. but not sure why, my brother didnt.
so he promised he will give it to me when we meet.
after a whole day of movie and mahjong, he sent me home. i was going to knock off any moment, just feel very drowsy when travelling... he said he wanted to go to the petrol station to shit, so we stopped by.and he walked out of the kiosk, with a plastic bag carrying

Bens & Jerry Ice Cream as promised :)










Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, August 12, 2010


harry potter

i recently realise i have not read one of the above! deathly hallows?
i must buy it. i must buy it!
and i wana buy all the collections. think i already own the half blood prince and phoenix but my phoenix cant be found. i suppose i loan it to someone and that person didnt return it back to me!

i love harry potter and i wana embrace myself in that fiction again......



Signing Off~

Date: Friday, July 30, 2010


Yesterday, It was alan’s once a week off day.
Because its so precious, we always like to go out for movies, have a good dinner etc.
We hardly choose to laze around at home. BUT we did yesterday.

Planned to have dinner at my house then watch the sorcerer's apprentice.
But Mr Teo said he had to go for cabana meeting at 11pm. SO don’t watch movie le lor.
Reached home and baby was awake in her cradle. So, we started playing with her. We even brought her down to NTUC together cos I needed to buy some daily necessities.
I guess she really enjoyed it, and she loves to climb the stairs. So we climbed the stairs when we went back home.
Alan held her hands, and I carried 2 big bottles of juices, 2 big bottles of Listerine, 1 pi pa gao etc.
(damn heavy sia but alan hardly get to see her so I let him hold Janice lor)
She is so cute and sweet I sometimes wish she’s my own. LOL.
I seriously think I love a baby girl more than a baby boy. Oops, that’s so bias right.
Janice will come to my bedside and wana kiss me, and when I woke up, she’ll sit up and look at me if she’s on the mattress.
And my mum will ask if she wants to hug me. She will then come forward and open her tiny arms for me to hug. Isn’t she soooo sweet J
Den we had curry chicken, tou fu and vege for dinner. After dinner, went down to NTUC again to buy ice cream. Because alan teo craved for it.
We were like small kids, playing with each other, trying to break free if one hold the other from behind (the action: like a hug from the back)

He next routine stuff we did was: play big 2 with my parents. I really seriously think, I can play mahjong better.
LOL.

Loves loves loves I love all who loves me :)

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, July 23, 2010


i googled for Karate Kid and found many other pictures of another 'not really kid' guy's face.

i guess this Jackie Chan's version of -karate kid- is a REMAKE.

this movie's pretty entertaining. i like the fact that the kid stood up for himself.

and his moves are pretty good, as compared to -chocolate-. a thai movie from the makers of
ong ba. her moves are slower so not that exciting for the audience.






Signing Off~

Date: Monday, July 19, 2010


The more I think of it, the angrier I got.
Why did I stupidly just let someone accuse me?
First of all, I dunno why you got so worked up. If anyone should be frustrated and angry about this whole matter, it is definitely NOT YOU.
I have seen and I know that JY’s really upset about this whole thing, and the only person I felt guilty towards is her because she is in a difficult position.
Please get your facts right before flaring up. If you wana talk about and take matters SO SERIOUSLY, don’t laugh at my replies, don’t ask me questions casually.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO’S ASSUMING EVERYTHING. you dont know me at all, so dont assume.

Actually I dun really bear any grudges against her anymore. Maybe I’m a bit fickle minded, and I didn’t tell anyone about this.
I won’t and didn’t take initiative to reconcile because that’s my character.

And what does it mean by shake hands sincerely? Come on lar. This is not the way to make 2 ppl, who hasn’t been talking for years, reconcile.
If I eagerly, enthusiastically, wants to patch up with her, there is definitely something very wrong and fake about me.



Damn this is so childish~ fuck~


Signing Off~

Date: Monday, July 12, 2010


How do people know whether he or she is the one to spend the rest of their lives together?
If a couple love each other a lot, does it mean they will definitely be happily married?
And if this couple has not much love to talk about, yet they understand, and compromise, and is the best partner you can ever have, will you not be happily married?
~Question Marks~

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, July 02, 2010


sometimes i will actually blog 'mentally'...
when i find it not necesssary to let anyone know about whats been a small, but a bothering matter, i actually think of writing it in my blog, but i was only THINKING. i was typing the entry in my mind.
just a little drived up the wall with some tiny wincy matters. a little frustrated.
it will blow over.
hope that i will have a good weekend.
please, can more of my friends be free, and become a mahjong addict????

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, June 18, 2010


i had a dream again last night!
why cant my brain just rest as it is suppose to?

previous night- had a nightmare of alan in trouble.

last night is as ridiculous:

dreamt of his cousin ah keong. dunno what happen i had to climb out by my window from the 5th floor and climb down to escape away from being killed. den another guy had to do the same thing but he's worst off. he stayed like 11/12 th floor. and i was so scared in my dreams. dunno why ah teng came into the picture. den everyone was scared of ah keong... and i was really worried for this friend that stayed on the 11th floor because if he is not careful, he will fall and die. and i think ah keong wana kill us for reasons i dunno.
BUT before he climbed out of the window, alan came. my heart was at ease when he came cos ah keong listens to him. he will have a way to persuade ah keong and he will definitely not leave me in the lurch! he wont let me die right?
den i woke up already. !!!!!!!!



WAD KIND OF STUPID DREAM IS THIS??????????

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, June 11, 2010


cassina revers chair



simply love this chair. designed by Andrea Branzi
loves the curve of the arm. i want one.... hehe







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Date: Thursday, June 10, 2010


toss and turn from 5am... i felt something's not right. the air con was on, but i felt like i was burning.... and my throat hurts, even when i swallow my saliva.
so, i had a fever. couldnt remember when was the last time i had a fever. and few days ago, i was still boosting to my friends that i am a responsible staff, and didnt take mc now... stupid mouth lar. doctor gave me 2 days mc. so had a good rest... fever gone down, but throat still hurts.
and i cant access my work mail through home com! thats the pek chey part. not sure if things are settled.........

Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, June 08, 2010


my precious weekend

sunday was a busy and eventful day. how i always treasure my rest day.
woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon, had chicken rice, bath and went to office (MILENNIA WALK) to pick up the 1. bourgie lamp and 2. optic.

1. bourgie gold table lamp - bought it at staff sales at cheap price. even though the piece is not perfect, it looks good from far still.














2. red optic with door - square container that cost more than $400.. won it at the staff party in february. (actually mine was without door but it was used stock, so my manager let me exchange with hers and so i got 1 with door) so happy thanks annette! ;)
















then, we went to shuqin's house (SIMEI), cos we hasn't seen davis for a few months le.. i wana see how is he now.. davis is healthy and cheerful. he looks very cute when he wore the cap. and he is not ok to let me and alan carry, and he smiled a lot. very playful hehe..

next, went to ah keong's house(PASIR RIS), alan bought that bourgie for ah keong. loves Joli. alan loves Joel. so he kept feeding Joel, i kept feeding Joli. haha.... and Joli remember me! happy~

went back home(KALLANG) to pick my brothers up, cos we're going to sembawang for dinner. mummy treating Rico's nai nai in return of nai nai bringing and sponsoring my parents to Genting.

and guess where was dinner? SEMBAWANG! i think, not think, alan's petrol must have costed him a bomb. not that i am praising him, but i really think he is very nice to his friends. he always send all the boys and girls home. and always fetch me when he can. but, i don't like some ppl talking this for granted. and i wana thank my friends, and bf for always sending me home.
THANK YOU SO MUCH! :)
back to the dinner, rico came as well. he's tall now... grown up le.. not the small baby, but i still have the habit of calling him baby... we love to go to sambawang because of its 'nai you crab'. its finger licking good! :)

went back home and played 'dai di'.. alan and i always lose de. so when my mummy and daddy say go back play dai di, i laughed. and alan smiled. he didnt mind playing lar actually. we are just paying for lessons! we combined that day and we won! hahaa....

LOVES my life now :) i feel loved.

Signing Off~

Date: Monday, May 24, 2010






finally watched iron man! NICE! fantastic show!

the main lead is handsome and cool. he's so rich, he doesnt bother when he fought with his friend and destroy his house.. and the iron man suit is so cool! loves it. even though i felt that there's more action in the first episode, i felt that i really like iron man 2 too.


recently, there seems to be quite a number of good shows ya? my friends watched losers and said its freaking funny. i'm quite keen on robinhood.


i hadta work both days this weekend. went out with thomas and weilong after work on saturday. had a drink (non alcoholic) and pizza at vie bar. dun feel as welcomed as when Diaz is around though.. den went cheesecake cafe, which was a 2 minutes walk away. i ordered oreo cheesecake but sadly, it just didnt taste as good as how i remembered it... den derek came! and the first thing he did was to scare me!!! and den i gave him 2 pinches on his nipples. he must have missed it thats why he scared me. lol. (grins*) we went boat quay next. weirdest of all: there's only like 5 tables singing. the rest of the ppl just listen to the original. weird!!! normally every table will treasure their 2 songs becuase they have to wait for more than 1 hr for the next.

felt that thomas and weilong like a bit sian. probably because of the jobs. they not working in companies that they want yet so perhaps this is a stage they will go true. Derek is like the laughing gas. i am always laughing uncontrollably when he's around! and i like it!. later on, dear dear came to join, cos he wants to fetch me home. i'm really happy that my bf and my friends can sit together and drink/ play games/ chat.


really very thankful for this :)thank you!!! :)


love my weekend.

love my family.

love my friends.
love alan.


:)


Signing Off~

Date: Friday, May 14, 2010


Hong Gil Dong, The Hero

Been sleeping later than usual because i'm chasing after this show. i love the actors and actresses in the show (main lead acted in windstruck, and the girl is so sweet). the kind of good shows that makes you laugh and cry with them. :)

Signing Off~

Date: Monday, May 10, 2010


I REALLy think that some girls are crazy. Heard from my friend that his friend’s friend actually snap pictures of her pad (with her period) and post it on her blog..

*VOMIT*

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, May 07, 2010


Day 1
San: dear, did I leave any clothes at your house or you can lend me like basketball shirts and shorts cause I have no more to go gym!
Alan: bring to your office?
San: no lar, just pass to any of my brothers’ who are working, den they can bring home for me. I’ll go gym tml not today.
Alan: okok.

Day 2
I saw the bag with a few pieces of clothes.

Day 3
He went suntec gym in the morning, den fetch me at lunch time, to grab a bite, and pray at temple (we had to go after we come back from Taiwan).
I surprise him with the Royce chocolate I bought, and he said he bought me something too!
I was so surprised he bought me something! (even though he always buy me a lot of things :))
Dadang! He bought me an adidas shirt for work outs! While waiting for my lunch time, he walked around, and he bought it at that time.
So happy! So like the shirt because it fits me perfectly, and I can wear for the JP morgan run, which I did, yesterday.

A late post, but I have to post, because I really feel so happy! :)

Signing Off~

Date: Monday, May 03, 2010



Ip man 2

its so so so so good! 10 thumbs up if i have 10! :)
Ip man 1 was like so great, everyone was waiting for 2 to get started.
i watched the movie with 9 other girls and boys, at 240 am, sat midnight movie.
and i was wide awake watching, and so into the show, even though i work up at 9 plus in the morning for work.

loves this show! MUST WATCH!

:)

Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, April 29, 2010


we got royce chocolate from supplier, i think during chinese new year. and i fell in love with it.
bought it just now and surprise him later. provided he's gonna meet me today.
dont meet me also can, so i will eat it!!!!!

can this be counted as a 2nd year anniversary for you dear? lol



Signing Off~

Date: Friday, April 23, 2010


its our second year anniversary.

Happy anniversary dear :)
thank you for being 'caring', 'patient', and 'sweet', to me!!!!

actually the ' ' means it can be more!!! lol...

ok lar, the true ones,

thank you for giving in to me when we quarrel (pls continue doing that), and paying for almost everytime we are out together, for holding me when i was freezing cold and for your effort to arrange for me to meet xiao zhu. even though he's quite tao, i am very happy that you planned it! :)

love you baby :)

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, April 16, 2010


I"M BACK!!!!

ok there's nothing to be excited about actually.

'How's my trip?' that must be your question.

let me start with................

The weather:
its madness. when we reach the airport, i got a shock, because i didnt know that it'll be cold. 15 degree!
i brought only shorts, skirts, short dresses, ONE jacket, slippers, sandals - THATS IT.
so i was freezing when the wind blew on me (which is so never ending).
after 4 days, the weather suddenly turned warm. - like singapore temperature. so for the next few days, we step out of the hotel to test the weather before deciding if we bring our jackets along.
and because of the weather i bought lots of jackets. and one thick white one that costed me 90 bucks. and i bought the boots as well. isnt it cute? (see my facebook pictures).


The food:
OMG> singapore is shit. really. i liked almost everything i ate. the wild boar sausage, the grilled chicken meat, drumlets, chicken backside, the oyster omlette, the oyster mee sua, the chicken cutlets at night markets, the ramen near the hot spring, the steamboat of meatballs, beef and pork slice and hagendas(ok wrong spelling i suppose) ice cream..... endless of good food! so i will definitely grow FAT if i migrate there!

The people:
the people there are 10 times more human than singaporeans. they always stand on the right on the escalator (ALWAYS- for them its right), and they always queue while waiting for the train, NEVER rush in when people are trying to alight, and they have priorty seats, which not many ppl will sit at even though there's no needy around. AMAZING?
out of 20 salesperson (regardless of taxi driver, small food stalls, retail shops,) 19 served us well. 2 salesperson ( 1 guy 1 girl from different shop) even help me when i tried on my jacket.
isnt that fasinating?

what's worth buying:
go to the night markets. i bought many dresses (about 20 bucks each) , leggings (about $5 each) and necklasses (about $5 to $10 each) there. its cheap, and i think the material is alright. even though you cant try on the dresses, i was quite confident of what i can wear and what i cant.
the t shirts are also worth buying. the cheapest and nice - girls can get at 3 for 15 bucks. guys can get decent ones at 3 for 25 bucks. the designs are really not bad! serious.
i also bought 2 pairs of flats at the gao xiong night market. 20 bucks each and i think the design is quite nice also.
and last but not least, the facial mask is a MUST buy. i bought 6 packs of 10. each pack about 10 bucks. which means each mask $1??!!! yes, no joke. its everywhere. COSMED, WATSON (the 2 i bought from). and i think its pretty ok cos i've started using them already.

what' not a good choice to spend your bucks on:
hmmm, went body shop and the moisturizer is more expensive than what i buy in singapore.
i think the big shopping centres are not worth shopping because we have it in singapore! you go there for cheap deals right? and the high heels in fashion now is also not really worth its price. i saw quite a bit and its all about 100 bucks. why not get it at charles and keith where i have 10% off, or Aldo a branded one?

overall, i had a good time. minus the freezing cold weather, and minus the legs that will break any moment due to the walking, Taipei is a MUST go once in a lifetime. except for Shar, since she cant eat pork!!! oops. grins*

love my friends. meeting embassy tml, and perhaps, jiayun darren august on sunday.
gotta try uploading photos in fb again. error error error. damn it.
BYES :) muacks

Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, April 06, 2010


flying to taipei tomorrow le.
i feel so unprepared!!!! there's a ton of packing i haben do.
and i have to buy bikini, and go for waxing after work.
hope the flight isnt too tough to go through.
bye soon singapore..... :)

Signing Off~

Date: Monday, April 05, 2010


CURSE that fucking bastard again and again for stealing my phone.
i am really so upset, and so angry, and so helpless....
how can someone just do that???
i really felt so upset, and i couldnt stop crying. i called Alan, and he got angry.
he scolded me for being so careless, and said he cant understand how i can keep losing my phone.
i cant blame him for getting angry, because i was so angry too. i just didnt expect my phone would get lost just like that.
but there's nothing i can do. i called Apple and they said the guy can just hack my phone, and the phone would be good as new.
came to work today, and my manager asked me about it, and i felt so sad about my lost, and i teared again. Ok, i know i am a running tap, but i really couldnt control.
i really feel so terrible because i really really love my iphone. i really hope i can get it back :( even though i know no amount of praying would bring my phone back to me...
i hate this guy! i hate this guy who stole my phone. GO AND DIE!

Signing Off~

Date: Monday, March 29, 2010


It was bens-and-jerry-ice-cream-with-corona-beer-discussing-taiwan time :)



Signing Off~

Date: Friday, March 26, 2010


i am so happy! even though i dun look great here. hahaha. :)


Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, March 25, 2010


what a HAPPENING day ?

first: was shitting in the toilet, my feet half in my shoes only,
feel something tickling at my toes, and saw a cockroach!!!!
SCREAMS~
shake it off, immediately clean my backside, stand up and keep jumping (in case the cockroach crawl back), rush out of the toilet cubicle, wash my hands, ran out of the toilet.
i was like in shock after that, sat on my chiar with my feet off the ground.
den i complain to our cleaner, and my colleagues, they just laughed at me :(


second: went out for lunch. on my way walking out, trip over dunno what, and fell down 2 steps of stairs, and 2 hands, and both knee on the ground. i can feel that both of my leg will have blue black immediately, and my knee has cuts... WTF. so many ppl saw somemore!

ARGH...... ITS A JINX DAY.....

Signing Off~

Date: Wednesday, March 24, 2010


was googling and found this:

http://hungryintaipei.blogspot.com/2009/09/my-kitchenjapanese-cute-seaweed-smiley.html

i quite like this blog because the address and train station stops are shown.
i am definitely trying the 'you tiao' for breakfast and definitely going to this shop 'HANDS TAILUNG' that has all these cute stuff.

gonna look through other 'highly reccomended' when i'm free :)

Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, March 23, 2010


Annette says he's coming to our showroom this friday!

should i buy his album now and ask him to sign?

LOL~

Signing Off~

Date: Monday, March 22, 2010


Met beauty foo and jacq after work at kartell on saturday.
Hadta fill our tummy while waiting for Jacq to join us so we went Ding Tai Feng.
Like their xiao long bao, and we were starving because it was 9pm already.
I wanted to order pork noodles but end up saying the wrong number and they served me beef noodles.
I asked if I could have it change (seriously I really thought it would be ok, they will change for me), but the waiter told me sorry they cant cos they already repeated the order to us, and this noodle cannot be served to other customers anymore.
So, lan lan, cannot win anybody in arguing, I ask him to throw it away.
I think he’s trying to be nice enough, say wana pack for me and all… but what to do.. I am so hungry le, still make stupid mistakes…
Hai, why am I so cork de? No choice lor, eat the noodles only, ordered a plate of PORK and left the beef untouch.

Really been craving for KTV sessions recently, and the best KTV partner is of course, non other than Jacq…
So I assume we’re going KTV after dinner. BUT she told me she has no voice to sing, and she wana dance… sian half lar..
Say that the night is too young to enter st james, so we went boat quay instead J yeah! Last minute enlightment, and I can sing sang sung!
Met junior, jerry, Alvin, jie kang, sheena as well. It feels great!
Just loves KTV nights.
Drunk quite a bit (for my standard) and went home sleepily.. knock out straight away. I like that feeling :)

Signing Off~

Date: Saturday, March 20, 2010



it always warm my heart when i get to meet my embassy.

met joylynn's beau for the first time... hmmm, not bad... he laugh at our nonsenses (some ppl will say we're crazy), and even when we talk censored , he laugh also..
joylynn must hate me cos i keep suaning her! lol, that's my way of showing love actually....

hazel gave me birthday present le :) i really love the photo frame! thanks darling :)

and charmee lost 5kg. OMG.... i want that tooooo.........

jacq lei, she said that she also slim down le... toner tummy..... i also want..........

Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, March 18, 2010


ok, anyone shock to see my new pink theme blogskin?
notice the strawberry icon at my link?
feel like vomitting?

lol..

gotta put tagboard soon, and you girls can puke on my tagboard! :)

Signing Off~

Date: Tuesday, March 09, 2010


Actually, I really dunno if I am excited or not – Taiwan Trip

EXCITED: Really really been wanting to go there because I love the celebrity, the night life, the food, the shopping, the happenings!
I so wish to take a photo with xiao zhu, but Pan Ling Ling come our showroom I already dun dare to go up to her lor,,,Lol

NOT SO EXCITED: 3 of us have nvr gone there before, dunno we can anyhow explore and chance upon the fun,
And 3 person a bit odd. I can be sticky to alan, only worried noel alone! Hope he gets a girl there den!
Hahahaha…

My birthday wish for this year is:
1. To have a nicer shaped body, go down to 48 kg (currently 51!!!! Can die…..)
2. To win 100k toto, so I can use that for a lot of things
3. To exercise more and pick up a new sport that I will persist to play (tennis is a high chance consideration)

:)

Signing Off~

Date: Friday, March 05, 2010


i put on 2 kg in these few months!!
went to GNC with my colleagues after lunch, one of them bought 2 pills for weight lost, another bought powdered protein drink to get lean muscles...

wow, i'm so tempted to purchase as well lor.....


can i reduce 3 kg before my birthday? i wana buy lots of clothes in taiwan!! :)

Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, February 11, 2010


oh.... my darling is so so sweet :)



Signing Off~

Date: Thursday, February 04, 2010


i took half day leave today.
because i am going to do medi and pedicure with Jacq!
i dunno why but i am looking forward to it. maybe because....................
i'm gonna try waxing for the first time! guess where i am going wax......
?????? Armpit lar! dun dare to do braxilian larz. i'm too shy to do that. lol...
gonna find Wanting soon, if the waxing feels good and affordable, i might wana try it on my legs too. too much shaving makes my skin so dry..

loves * :)

Signing Off~